I don't like myself.
Not as I am.
Sure I act and feel chill but there's only so much I can stand.
I've been thinking again,
I could just leave,
And I know you don't want that but it's easier for me.
Yeah maybe that's selfish.
But where should I draw the line?
If I live my life only for you am I really living my life?
I feel sort of lost.
What am I doing?
I'm not happy, not sad, but not motivated to do anything.
Where is my passion?
That fire I had.
Despite your well wishes I'm not moving ahead.
I'm not miserable.
Just stuck in a loop.
School, then mom screaming, me not knowing what to do.
If I just had some goal!
Or something I have the power to change.
But I don't, what's the point,
If I remain the same?
YOU ARE READING
Not me. (2023)
Short Storyso, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been...
