Died enough for You [Joel Hokka FF] (English)

See the Irony in that

"Why did I agree to join yous on the trip to Helsinki again?", I yawn while picking up my backpack and look at Aleksi who is standing at the front door of my apartment with a smile on his face. "I don't know but you can thank Joonas that you had to wake up at three in the morning today as it was his idea.", he also can't hold back a yawn when he picks up my guitar. "I should have pulled an all-nighter after all instead of sleeping for about one hour. Maybe I'd be a little less tired then.", I laugh and deeply regret that decision I made.

It's been about a week since Joonas came to the decision to take me to Helsinki with them. After Joel also agreed to all of that and therefore the result of the vote was one-sided, I got all the information to which also includes the news, that we'd be leaving for Helsinki at half three in the morning. I still don't know why they decided to drive there with a tour bus but I don't care because as far as I know we'll be able to sleep on said tour bus during the journey which can't do any harm.

I take one last glance around my apartment and go through my checklist in my head. "Okay, I have everything. We can go.", I explain to Aleksi who is helping me carry all of my things. To be honest I would have managed it by myself t he asked so politely so why would I not accept his help?

We step out of my apartment together and then go down the staircases to the main entrance. When the door is just slightly open I already see the huge black tour bus and Joel and Joonas standing infront of it.

When I arrive next to the two Fins I greet them with a kind hug. "And, are you awake?", Joonas asks me with energy that I can't even think about expressing myself with right now. I don't even have to tell them my answer as a yawn shows them exactly what my mood is at the moment. "Oh no, someone seems to still be very tired.", Joel laughs and puts his arm around me. "All of us are tired, okay? Only the two of you are the weird ones that are wide awake and have more energy than during the day.", it's Aleksi's voice that appears behind me and tells the boys what the situation is like.

With the end of that explanation Aleksi get's into the bus and is followed by Joonas who rather jumps along behind him then walks. A little jealous of that energy I stay standing infront of the bus and let my gaze follow the curly headed one. "Don't worry, you can sleep in the bus. We have too many beds anyway. And we will also lay down for a while.", the warm breath from Joel lands on my ear softly which makes me turn to look at the singer.

His arm is still around my shoulders on which he is leaning slightly. "How can the two of you be so awake?" - "We did an all-nighter. It's better then only sleeping one hour.", and with that my hand early lands in my face. "I had that same idea but decided myself against it.", I mumble more to myself which makes Joel laugh. "You could have come over to ours.", he suggests but then throws away that thought, "Eventhough, it was better you didn't. Like this I at least know where you live.".

With that sentence my elbow is quick to land in his stomach. He immediately starts bending over in pain. "I would be careful about what you say, Hokka.", I warn him while I turn around to him and walk in the direction of the bus backwards. "Otherwise my elbow won't only end up in your stomach the next time.", it's this sentence that makes Joel look up at me in shock. "You wouldn't dare." - "Oh yes I would, Hokka. And I will.", I laugh and disappear into the bus.

I the bus I also greet Niko, Tommi and Olli with a sleepy hug for each of them. "Good, then we can lay down for some sleep and then drive to Helsinki.", Niko explains and stretches himself.

To my surprise everyone, even Joonas and Joel, agree with him which leads everyone to lay down in one of the beds on the bus and makes themselves comfortable. It is somehow a strange feeling to be able to lie in a bed while on a journey by bus and being able to sleep without a safety belt. Let's be honest, it does feel very forbidden.