GAP: Our Happy Ever After

37 - Talk

"I'm home!" Sam screamed as soon as she entered their house. She decided to go home early after her sister talk with Neung. Ran's who's carrying Bunny's towel and some toys welcomed her instead.

"Welcome home Lady Sam. Lady Mon and the little Miss is in the kitchen."

Sam walked to the kitchen and saw her wife stirring something while talking to Auntie Len and their daughter just chilling on her rocker looking at some toys hanging above her. She approached Mon and snaked her arms around her wife. 

Mon almost screamed but relaxed after realizing who's hugging her.  "Mama! You're early! "

"I finished early so im here. I'm home." Sam whispered and kissed her wife's neck.  "I missed you."

Mon just smiled and look back to return her wife's kiss. "Welcome home and i missed you too."

Sam hugged her tight once more before releasing Mon, she was about to kiss her daughter when Mon pulled her blazer.

"Go wash up and change first. You're from outside right?" Mon reprimanded her.

Sam pouted. "I just wanna see her."

Mon shook her head.  "No. Change first Mama then you can have Bunny the rest of the day." Mon then pushed Sam out of the kitchen. Sam just pouted and walked upstairs to where their room is.

Auntie Len and Ran just chuckled at the young couple. They were now used to their dynamics at home and outside too. Its not new to them already.

"Sorry about that Auntie, what are we talking about again?" Mon asked took the ladle from the older. They were making Bua Loi.

"You're plans about England my lady."

"Yes about that. I asked P'Yah to process Ran's passport and visa with Bunny. Are you sure you're not coming with us?"

"Im too old to travel already My Lady. And i told my relatives that im coming home to visit them. Just enjoy your travel. And im pretty sure Ran will enjoy it too.

"I'll make sure she will. Its her first time to travel abroad so i opt to give her an unforgettable experience." Mon said

"Now about your other plans there my Lady?" the older inquired again.

The older woman was like the couple's confidante, a secret keeper. She's the to go person of the couple when they have something bothering them or just if they want to talk to. She knew Sam and Mon's concern, not actually a concern since it's gonna be a blessing if ever but it kinda worry both of them.

"I dont know Auntie. I haven't talked to Sam about it yet. I know she wanted it so much, i saw how determined she is when she told me that. I want to have more kids too...."

"But.... "

"But i think its a bit early. I want us to give Bunny undivided love and attention for now. I want us to be there for her every firsts. I Want her to feel how precious she is to us. I want her to grow up knowing we love her so much." Mon sighed.  "I have lots of what ifs in my mind now. What if i cant be there when she needs me? What of I can't be there when Bunny needs me? What if when things go south, i cant be patient enough to understand her? What if i cant give her wants like how she gave me mine? What if i can't be a good wife to her and mother to Bunny?"

"I understand where you are coming from My lady."

"I want to have more kids with Sam. Imagine how loud and happy this house will be with kids running and playing around. And i saw how Sam loves having kids here too. I saw how she looks at Megan and Bunny, her eyes is full of love and affection. I saw how she take care of them, how she look after them, she loves the attention Megan is giving her too, the way her smile widens everytime Megan choose her first among all of us, i saw how her eyes twinkle everytime Megan run to her to give her hugs. She's so soft with Megan and i know she will be more softer when it comes to Bunny. I can actually see how whipped she is with our daughter now. She's already wrapped around her daughter's hand."