I Hate You (Heizou x fem!reader)

Trust

(Y/n)'s POV

We didn't talk about the kiss, and good we didn't. It was for safety's sake! We went back to the precinct and turned in our new set of evidence. I sighed, exhausted. Hopefully no more drama for me. I hope I get to relax and not think about what a pile of burning shit my life is.

'Want me to drop you home, Princess?' Heizou said smugly

I sighed a bit

'Sure, why not.'

The car ride wasn't awkward at all. It was nice and peaceful. I didn't mind being in Heizou's presence anymore. I've grown to enjoy his company, and he's even earned my trust. Trust is a very important thing to me. It's a very rare thing I give to anyone. The only person who had my trust till now was Kazuha. Not even my other friends have my trust. That's why it's such a huge thing that Heizou has achieved.

'Hey (Y/n), I was wondering if you'd like to have some coffee at my place.' 

Heizou's POV

This is not a date. It's just two colleagues having coffee together. I sighed, thinking about the kiss. I mean, I don't know how to feel. Part of me is overjoyed that the girl I love kissed me, but part of me knows that she probably did it...for safety's sake.

'After today? I would kill for some good coffee right about now. You better make some good coffee Master Detective.' she said playfully, nudging me.

'Don't worry, Princess. The most perfectly made coffee is just for you.' I teased

She giggled a bit as we entered the apartment. Inviting her here was the biggest mistake of my life.

'Hey, you dropped thi...' she began when her voice trailed off

Her eyes dulled and darkened

(Y/n)'s POV

I picked up the file that had fallen on the floor. I opened the file and saw pictures of...Tomo? Tomo's old case file. Notes around it. The notes were pretty recent too. They were horrifying. The experiment...experiment #1278 was Tomo. He knew about this. This whole time he knew about this. Right when I finally trusted him.

'Heizou, why do you have this?' I asked quietly

My hands shook at the site of the pictures. I felt sick. Like I'd just been stabbed a million times in my gut.

'(Y/n) I-' he stuttered with his eyes widening with surprise

'Why do you have this!' I said more angrily, with my voice wavering

'I was doing it for the c-'

'For the case!? YOU SNOOPED INTO MY PERSONAL LIFE FOR A CASE.' I yelled, feeling extremely hurt

'Wait, y-you're the girl...'

'THAT IS WHAT YOU'RE FOCUSING ON!?' I yelled, 'HEIZOU, YOU WENT THROUGH MY PERSONAL LIFE WITHOUT MY CONSENT! EVEN THOUGH I TOLD YOU, HE WASN'T RELEVANT!'

'(Y/n), please calm down. Let me explain-' he said calmly

'I trusted you...I FINALLY TRUSTED YOU!' I yelled, shaking my head and feeling my eyes water. 'BUT OF COURSE, I WAS AN IDIOT TO DO THAT! YOU'RE MY RIVAL; OF COURSE, YOU DIDN'T CARE ABOUT MY OPINION OR MY WISHES! YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF! YOUR STUPID EGO ON COMPLETING THIS CASE! THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS TO YOU! YOU'RE A FUCKING SELF ABSORBED ASSHOLE!'

'It's not like that!'

'THEN WHAT IS IT!? BECAUSE ALL I SEE...IS A LIAR. WHO DIDN'T RESPECT MY WISHES? WHO DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THIS.'

'It was for safety's sake!'

'Didn't you say that we're partners...and partners don't lie to each other.' I said, my voice softening again from bitterness and anger. 'You're a fucking hypocrite.'

'You never told me you were the girl! You never told me you knew him! So if someone's a hypocrite, it's you!' he retorted

'I NEVER TOLD YOU BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD!' I yelled, 'HE HAD BEEN DEAD FOR 8 YEARS, HEIZOU! SO WHAT? YOU'D THINK I WAS PARANOID! YOU'D THINK I'M CRAZY TO BELIEVE HE WAS ALIVE!?'

'I NEVER SAID THAT!' he yelled.

'SO YOU'D BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAID THAT A MAN WHO HAS BEEN DEAD FOR NEARLY A DECADE WAS ALIVE!?'

'YOU'RE OVERREACTING!'

'DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT HE WAS TO ME! HE SAVED MY LIFE! HE HELPED RAISE ME! I'M NOT OVERREACTING.'

'HE'S A CRIMINAL NOW, SO FUCKING ACCEPT IT! STOP WHINING AND COME INTO THE REAL WORLD!'

My eyes stung as my heart sank...I was an idiot to trust him. I was an idiot to finally trust someone again.

'DO YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT!? I KNOW HE'S A CRIMINAL NOW!' I let out a shaky breath. 'You'll never understand. You'll never understand because your life has always been perfect! I hate you...I hate so much more than I did before. You lied to me. I don't trust liars.'

'WELL, GOOD! I WON'T HAVE ANY DRAMA TO DEAL WITH NOW.' he yelled

I harshly took my stuff and walked out the door. His eyes widened in surprise.

'(Y/n) I-I didn't mean that!'

I didn't look back or say anything. Angry tears rolled down my cheeks. I hate him. I hate myself. I hate everything. Why was this happening? Finally, everything in my life was going smoothly. Life decided to be a fucking bitch. I shouldn't be crying. I'm stronger than that...I'm strong, right? I didn't even have my car right now. Even looking at Kazuha's car hurt me. Why did Tomo come back? Why couldn't he have stayed away from my life? I angrily made my way home. The anger and tears never stopped. I shouldn't cry over him. This was his fault. He broke my trust. He lied to me. This is his fault.

Heizou's POV

I fucked up. I fucked up big time. Why did I keep this from her? Why was I foolish enough to think that she'd never find out? Out of anger, I said things I didn't mean. Maybe she'll calm down by tomorrow, and we can work together. That didn't happen, though. The next day (Y/n) ignored me. Every time I tried to talk to her, she'd leave. She worked away from me. In a separate corner. She did everything she could to get away from me. She had reason to too. I sighed...maybe I don't deserve to be her partner. As she said before. Partners don't lie to each other, and as the hypocrite I am...I did the very opposite thing. I lied...I know what I have to do. I stared at Captain Kamisato's cabin. I know what I have to do...