I Hate You (Heizou x fem!reader)

Wait

I was about to leave when I felt (Y/n) grab my hand and stop me. My eyes widened in surprise.

'Hey, who said you could leave!' she yelled, pulling me

However, her grip was so strong that we accidentally kissed. My eyes widened, and so did hers. I was at a loss for words. What was happening? Our faces were red, and she covered her mouth in surprise. She didn't look like she was revolted at the fact we kissed, so that was a relief. Tonight surely has been eventful.

'W-wait, I didn't mean...' she stuttered

'It's ok. I really need to get going (Y/n).' I responded calmly

'Heizou, please...stay.' she said with her voice being barely above a whisper

I looked at her. I wanted to stay, I really did, but she was making this hard. I was supposed to give her space. I was supposed to suffer the consequences of my actions. I was supposed to feel the regret of my actions. I slowly slipped my hand out of hers. I looked away.

'I'm sorry (Y/n). I-I really have to go.' I began when she looked back at me, annoyed

'Why do you keep leaving!' she yelled at me. 'Do you really want me to be alone?'

I froze at her comment. Her voice was shaky, as if she didn't want to cry. She tried to be strong but was failing.

'No...(N/n) a-are you ok?' I said, looking at her, and she let out a tired laugh looking at me

'Ok? I've been far from ok these past few weeks. I'm a fucking wreck.' she said. 'My life's been a damn burning piece of shit, and I hate it.'

It was now that I noticed that her hair and clothes were disheveled. She was...broken, and it was my fault.

'I-I'm sorry. I must've caused all of this.'

'No, Heizou, this is all my fault.' she said, her eyes getting teary. 'I fucked up. I fucked up everything. I yelled at you without hearing your side of the story...I lied to my best friend like a fucking hypocrite. N-Now, I've lost him too.'

She had her head in her hands, and I could tell she was crying. It hurt my heart to see the girl I loved cry. I hated seeing her like that. It felt wrong. I missed her smile and her laugh. (Y/n) was special. She was brave and strong and broken all at once. I was used to seeing the strong and brave part but now...I finally saw the broken part of her.

'(Y/n)...why didn't you tell me?'

'I-I was just so mad I couldn't think properly. I said things I didn't mean! I-I'm sorry for everything I said and did.'

'(N/n) You have all the right to be mad at me. I hurt you (Y/n).' I said, making her look at me

'Why can't you just stop for once in your life!' she yelled

My eyes widened.

'You always leave! Every fucking time you leave! We started to become friends...but you left. You were my partner Heizou! I trusted you. I finally trusted you. I thought you'd stay and not leave like everyone else.'

'I-I thought you'd want that.'

'Want that? You thought I'd want that!? Did you ever stop to think about what I felt? Heizou, I finally thought I'd have someone to lean on, but you know what I believe now? I'm alone, and no one cares.'

'T-That's not true. You didn't look like you cared.'

'Just becuase I don't show it...doesn't mean I don't feel it.'

I took in a shaky breath. She was in pain, and I was the cause.

'I understand you're hurt.'

'You know that night...you didn't just betray my trust...you destroyed my heart.' she said

'I-I'm sorry.'

'Y'know, sometimes surviving is the worst kind of pain you can feel.' she said. 'You have to live with that pain all your life.'

'(Y/n)...what happened between you and Kazuha.'

Her eyes got teary once again. I hugged her tight. At first, she flinched in surprise, but then she gave into the hug crying her eyes out.

'Hey hey, it's going to be ok ok? We'll figure this all out...together.'

'You promise?'

'I promise.'

'I'm so tired.' she whimpered.

'Now rest, Princes...I got you, and if it makes you feel better, I'll let you slap me. Lightly.'

She let out a small chuckle and looked at me.

'That's a tempting offer.'

I laughed a bit.

'I-I know we're not friends or anything but...I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to.'

'Do we like...hold hands now?' she asked. 'Sorry, this is really different from our constant arguing.'

'It sure is.'

'You're really cute.'

'What?'

'I said you look like a sack of shit, fuck you!'

'If you insist~.'

'Shut up!' she said grumpily, nudging me

'Awww, you shy Princess~.'

'I hate you.' she said with a smile

'You know you love me~.' I said with a smirk

'In your dreams, loverboy.'

'Dreams do come true.~' I responded, 'Give me a minute; I'm going to tickle the shit outta you so I see that radiant smile of yours.~'

Yuki's POV

Kazuha and I didn't gel well today. We argued a bit because of our situation with (Y/n). I grumpily did my work on my computer when Kazuha nudged my shoulder.

'Coffee for the lovely lady?' he asked nervously.

I grumpily ignored him.

'I'm sorry I took out my anger on you. Please talk to me.' he asked softly.

I looked at him and sighed.

'What do you want, Kazu? I-' I began when I saw his face. He looked dejected

'I feel like I was a dick to you.' he said. 'I was like, what'd you call it? Dr. D-wait, why did I say that.' he facepalmed. 'I can't believe I referenced Percy Jackson while apologizing.'

I giggled a bit at his antiques.

'There are at least seventeen other ways this could have gone better.' he muttered to himself.

'Well, it's ok, you dork. I'm a bit of a PJO fan myself.' I responded, 'It's alright. I forgive you...but you need to promise me something.'

'What? What should I do to make you not mad at me!?'

'Talk to (Y/n).'

'Ok, what other thing can I do to make you not mad at me?'

'Kazu, I'm serious.'

'Yuki...it's too complicated right now.'

'I just want you to check on her, ok?'

He sighed.

'Fine, I'll do it.'

I smiled at him.

'Good~.'

'I've had a rough day, and honestly, all I want right now is a steaming cup of coffee with a lovely lady. Will you help me with my dilemma?~'

I rolled my eyes.

'Fine, you dork.'