Journey To the Past [ Romanovs x Reader] 🇺🇸

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I told Isabelle about everything, including my idea. She said she would help me to write this, since I must be very tired... She's so kind...

Once we were done, she asked me:
"So , did you have a fight with princesses?
" No..."
" Did you upset His Majesty and he send you home?
" No..."
" Then what exactly are you doing here instead of being with them? It was your biggest dream! Don't tell me you changed your mind?!"

" No! Of course not! Isabelle, don't tease me! You know exactly what happened!"

"Mm-hm. Andriey massed up, got addicted to alcohol and then died. Fin.* But were are you in this story?

" He was my father and maybe this all Paul isn't the only one who knows about all he's done! And our family's reputation is destroyed and if I will be near the Romanovs, the public won't leave them be...!"

" [Y/N], stop panicking and answer me for one question. Who did they took in and attached to? The gossiping crowd, or you?"
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" Me... I think... But what does it have to do with...Oh...!" I gasped in realization.

" [ Y/N], your father's mistakes aren't yours as long as you don't repeat them. So don't! Remember why you didn't come back to Andriey's house?"

" He treated us terrible and then abandoned us..."

" Exactly. Don't make the same mistake. Don't give up of people that you care for! Don't give up on your dreams!" Isabelle grabbed my hand making me stand up.
I lowered my head " It's getting more, and more difficult every day...!
" No one said it will be easy... Besides, about reputation, They're keeping Rasputin around.

" And you know what can happen..."
" [Y/N]..."
" I don't know if I can do it, Isabelle..."

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" [Y/N], If you are here, that means you are the one to save them!" You can do it!"

[Y/N] : Even though I've just begun.
I've got the first part of plan done.
How can I aim so high? I could let down everyone...

I looked at my reflection in the mirror hanging on the wall next to the closet.

[Y/N]: And now I feel like I'm a fake... Grandfather must've made a mistake! I can't see, why he choose me, when I don't have what it takes...

I turned to face Isabelle,who stood behind me.

[ Y/N] : How can I find a way, make everything OK? Just how am I supposed to save the day? And what is there to say, when my chance could fly away? Why I'd think that I could be the one to safe the day...

" I understand that you're scared and you don't know if it won't turn out bad . But people make mistakes every day! You can't expect things to work perfectly every time! Do you remember what Will said?"

"If you quit before trying, you'll only have yourself to blame..." I quoted as Isabelle nodded. " Just look! You've made it this far! She exclaimed, making me smile.
" You're right! It would be pointless to give up now! I started, I gotta finish!"

" And that's [Y/N] I know! Woohoo!" Isabelle cheered.

[Y/N]: I may not know exactly, how I'll do it, but I know that I can free them, if I put my heart into it! And~