Third Person POV
May 7th, 1931, evening ~
" Are you OK, Alyosha ?" [Y/N] asked, as he layed his head on her lap." Yes, but, Oh, God, I had no idea,this crown was so damn heavy!" He groaned. She laughed quietly. " Do you think I knew those earrings were so painful to wear?"
" I guess it's all our price to pay..."
" And a duty to fulfill..." They layed down on the bed next to each other.
" It all seems so unreal... Even though I always knew that one day it will happen." Alexei spoke quietly as he wrapped his arm around [Y/N]. " [Y/N/n], I can't believe it..."
" You are the tsar..." She whispered with a smile.
" Honestly, I'm a little scared...." He admitted. It's such a great responsibility. And pressure...."
" I will not pretend to know how you feel, but I want you to know something." She reached out her hand and cupped his cheek. " I am always here to support you. And I will always be there for you, no matter what..."
" I love you..." He whispered creasing her hair, as they shared a kiss.______________________________________
From [Y/N]'s journal ~
September 30th 1932
I'm going to Lily's place today. She's been leaving in St Petersburg, sharing house with Vlad. They officially got married in May this year. I'm very happy for them.
Nastya is going to be there too. Dimitri is going to Germany with Gilbert , Carla's husband and he wants Anastasia to be taken care of, just in case. I understand him. The child can be born any day now...[Y/N] closed her journal and hid it in the drawer. The door were slightly opened, so she could here the children laughing. They most probably played tag. She walked out of the room and almost immediately felt someone tugging onto her dress. It was little Valeria. The toddler looked up at her mother and smiled brightly, giggling. " Mama!"
" Hello,darling..." [Y/N] laughed slightly and hugging her daughter. The boys also noticed her. " Mama!" Peter, Yevgieniy and Felix all three of them also ran up to her. She embraced each of her children and kissed tops of their heads.
" Were you playing?"
" Mm-hm. Tag!" Yevgieniy explained.
" Oh, I see... Are you ready to visit auntie Lily and uncle Vlad?"
" Yes!" All the kids cheered and began to jump in excitement."Auntie Nastya will be there, as well." She smiled as they became even more happy.
" So, I will go now to talk with your Papa, could you wait here for me?" [Y/N] asked and her children nodded.______________________________________
" Are you sure, you don't want me to stay here with you?"She asked in concern, looking at Alexei, who sat in the armchair. He didn't look good....
"I'll be fine, [Y/N/n]... Please don't worry. Go and have fun..." She kneeled down next to the armchair and put her palm onto his hand, then looked down at his leg. She reached out to touch his knee, but she didn't have to check her theory as he jerked.
Swollen and stiff joints... "Curse this damn hemophilia!" She thought.
" My poor,dear Alyosha..." She stood up hugged him close so his head rested on her shoulder. She ran her fingers through his hair." You know, I don't actually have to go..."
" The children would be disappointed..."
" Eventually, I could ask Vlad to pick kids up. They would stay in his and Lily's care."
" Nastya wanted to meet with you as well...Go. Don't worry. I can handle it." He smiled weakly at her, but she shook her head. " I don't want to leave you alone with this pain!"
" What will hurt the most is being apart of you and children... This is really nothing..."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
During those few weeks, when [Y/N] has been staying at Lily and Vlad's house, Anastasia gave birth to the twins, A boy and a girl. They got named Nicholas and Natasha ( After Dimitri's mother). But after that birth, [Y/N] also fainted. The same doctor who was called for Nastya, checked on her sister-in-law as well and it turned out that she was pregnant for the 5th time. And so, the day was even more joyful than it was supposed to be... Only thing that worried them was fact that Dimitri or Gilbert didn't came back...

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Journey To the Past [ Romanovs x Reader] 🇺🇸
Historical Fiction" There is no perfect life, including the one we dream of..."