Illusion {l.t}

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(I havent updated since ages!)
Realizing that it was just a dream while i was in a coma hurt me even more than our break ups or so was? This is preposterous, it felt so god damn real it cant be just a dream.
The nurses let me get out of the hospital today, its been over a month since i woke up. It feels surreal that I've been in coma for the past three years. Shaking my head, i get up and walk slowly to the bathroom, thanking the physiotherapist that helped me get back on track with walking. My legs felt so numb like a jello when i first got out of the hospital bed after 3 years of not walking. Over the month they trained me to walk back again and it has helped a lot and im really thankful for all of them. Look at me, my illusional relationship has made me a better person.
I open the door of the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror, wash my face again and again, i close the tap water and dry my face with a small towel that hangs and walk back out of the small restroom. Right as i walk back into my hospital room, the nurse walks in telling me my parents are here to take me home, i nod and walk out of the hospital room after the nurse unplugs me from the machines and everything.
As i get out i see my mum, with a baby in two babies in her hand and a guy who doesn't look familiar holding her hand. I scrunch my nose and walk over to her and she engulfs me in a warm hug.
"Baby I've missed you so much" she basically saw me yesterday but she never mentioned babies.. Or a boyfriend for that matter. I look down at her finger and i notice a ring, i do the same with the man and he has a ring too.. Oh. My mum married and i wasn't even there to see it.. She gave birth too..
I look at the both of them after she let me go from the hug. She shakes her head a bit "ill tell you everything when we go home" she put her hand over my cheek and caresses it.
I fake a smile and we leave the hospital and get in her husbands car.
Apparently my mum married Dan 2 years ago and had twins few months later, Doris and Ernest. I liked their names i don't get why mum likes names like these but she just does and I'm not complaining. I love my mum so much, I'm 23 and still a mama's boy.. and proud.
Mum insists to take pictures with the boys in the family including grandpa, Dan, me and the baby on the front porch.
"Ready?" Mum screeches. We all nod "say cheese!" No one really does say cheese but we all smile anyway. Mum admires the photo for too long and then shows us it. The picture is nice, i don't look like I've been in a coma for 3 years. I smile at mum and agree that its an amazing picture and go back in the house. The house i used to call home has become such a lost memory that i don't even remember the simple details i should remember about it. I look around and all of a sudden doors open from upstairs and footsteps are heard and before i know it, 4 girls are jumping on me from the back, front and sides. "Louis!" "Girls" my sisters.. I missed them so much. "We missed you!! Im sorry for calling you meanie before you went to that party because you wouldn't play tea party with us" phoebe pouts, i look down at her smiling, she remembers the last thing she said to me 3 years ago. I ruffle her hair and laugh and daisy butts in too apologizing for calling me a filth for not playing with them. I forgive them, of coarse.

Dinner was set after few hours and i cant help but miss food. I prob ate thru my nose during my unconsciousness or never ate i don't know to be honest but the food was too good for me to not eat it like a pig.
After dinner i go up to my room to sleep but i just can't. I can't stop thinking about her, because hell, she has me whipped even though she was all just an illusion, but it's not an illusion to me, it felt real.
My door cracks open and mum comes in and bids me goodnight before kissing my forehead and leaving the room.
I was left with my thoughts again, i couldn't sleep. My door opens again and i turn to see who it is, "hey.." Lottie comes in. "Hi" she comes closer to my bed and i shift so shed sit on it comfortably.
"I've missed you" she confesses, i miss her too so much but i just smile her knowingly.
"Mum wouldn't let me visit you, she knows i can't handle seeing you like that" i chuckle and she does too
"I only visited a few times but i never went inside, i just watched from the window"
"Well, I've missed you too, lotts" her eyes fill with tears and she hugs me so tight
"I don't know what i would've done if you were gone"
"I'd never leave you, lott" she laughs
"Now tell me" she looks up and looks confused
"Tell you what?", "the names of the guys who've broken your heart when i wasn't here so i'd kick their butts" lottie laughs and shrugs it off. "They're way too many" she says it casually
"What?!" Shes had so many boyfriends?! "Im joking!" "You better be.."
"Anyways, lou, ill talk to you in the morning, good night"
"Sleep tight sweety" she smiles and kisses my cheek and leaves my room. Again leaving me with my own thoughts ..
Will i ever see her again?..

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