Illusion {l.t}

{vi}

I drove home, parking on my driveway. I notice a car.. I frowned when i realised it wasn't Rose's. I got out of my car and before i knew it, louis pinned me on my car door, he stood so close to me that i could feel his bulge on my front, his hand rested on the roof of my car.

"Ive been waiting here for about an hour" he whispered in my ear. I didn't say anything, nothing came out if my lips.

"Where were you?" He pressed

"None of your business"

"You were with zayn weren't you?"

"I said it's none of your business"

"What did you do with him?"

"Nothing!"

"Im better than him Christina.."

"You don't know shit Louis!"

"I know one thing, and thats that im better than him"

I got out of his grip and walked to the front door. Unlocking my door, i stepped inside. Louis following me immediately.

"Give me a break louis"

"You're too good to let go"

"Well you should"

He pressed his lips against mine but then let go. "You sure about that babe?" He lifted me and rested me on his lap, kissing my lips yet again, he lead us to my room

"Yes i am sure" i forced myself.

His expression changed and he let go of me. "So you're gonna be zayn's now?" He asked

That did it. I blowed

"Im no ones! Im not gonna be Zayns nor am i yours! God damn it. It was a fuckin mistake calling you that day. Fuckin shit. I lost fuckin everything bc of u. Because of me being stupid!" I started trashing and breaking stuff. My anger getting the worst in me, i threw everything i found, everything in front of me, i kicked, threw, pushed, everything.

After few minutes of trashing. I felt Louis' strong arms wrap around mine. Holding my small hands in his. Stopping me from continuing

"Let me go!" I screamed. Tears picking in my eyes, as i tried to leave his grip.

"Calm down, love" he put one of his hands on my shoulder.

"Take a deep breath, count to ten, breath, in, out" he calmed me

I refused at first but then i nodded. I did as told. Standing in his arms, he pulled me closer to him, my head buried in his chest. Smelling his perfect cologne.

He started playing with my hair, humming something as well. Trying to calm me, as tears fell down my cheeks.

He rested his chin on the top of my head. "Im sorry" he said above a whisper.

I started hiccupping. I heard louis chuckle, letting me go he left the room.

After few seconds he came back with a cup of water. I sat on the couch, and he handed me the cup. He took the cup from my hands after i finished drinking the sparkly water. He placed the cup on the table beside my bed and took a seat next to me, his hands running up and down my back smoothly, i looked at him, his blue eyes sparkling, he nervously bit his lip, he then looked down at me and our eyes locked. I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him, i closed my eyes, as he wrapped his arm around me. I looked up at him, and he down at me. I smiled up at him a bit, and just stared.

"Im sorry for screaming and trashing" i apologised shaking my head that buried in his chest

"No worries babe" louis quickly

I continued shaking my head "shh" he calmed me.

Something was happening inside of me but i kept ignoring it. I kept pushing it aside, but it kept creeping back in.

Everytime he touches me, the spot feels tingly, everytime he says my name my stomach flips. Everytime he chuckles and laughs it makes me smile. Everytime he says 'love', or 'babe', i just get too excited and happy that it makes me wanna scream and giggle. What's happening to me? I get butterflies everytime we kiss.

"You okay now, love?" He said. Excitement filled inside of me, but i nodded and smiled at him.

"Sorry and thanks, louis"

He nodded and smiled

"So what now? What are we?" He nervously asked, putting his hands in his jean pocket and bit his lips.

The way he bites his lips fuck.

I shrugged biting my lip, and started playing with my fingers, looking down at my lap.

"Am i still your sex buddy?" He asked

I didn't say anything for a whole minute. I wanted to hear another question. I didn't want to hear this.

I thought he actually liked me back, that he was nervous because he wanted us to be more.

"Sure" i said in a whisper

Even though, i didn't want to.

I wanted to be more than just 'sex buddies' i wanted to love him, and him love me, i wanted to cuddle him, i want to build a relationship with this stranger. I want to get to know him. I want everything i can't have. This is life. You want something you can't have. And right now, i want nothing but Louis, and i know i can't have him.

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