Illusion {l.t}

{xxxii}

"Louis.." I stuttered

He looked up at me, biting his lip, pulling his legs closer to his chest.

I bit my lip preventing myself from crying.

I ran over and hugged him, my tears now flowing like the Niagara Falls. None of us said a word. I just hugged him, he hugged me, i cried, he stroked my hair.

"You hurt me so much, but i hurt you as well.." I sobbed

"You broke me so, yet i broke you to millions of pieces" he continued

"I came back now though, louis. Because i love you" i held his face in my hands, face to face, i looked at his beautiful eyes which now held lots if emotions. He pressed our foreheads, looking down at my lips.

"And i'm sorry for everything. I love you way more" he crashed his lips over mine.

I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck, his hand on my hips.

And at that moment, i realized how much i truly love him, and how I've missed his presence, his touch, his smile, his kisses, his voice his angelic voice that made me fall asleep every night, his gentle kisses on my cheeks, nose, forehead..

When we pulled away, his hands caressed my cheeks, his forehead pressed against mime, his nose brushed mine, both our eyes closed just seizing the moment.

I had missed him so much that words cant even describe.

I love him, and that's a fact.

"I truly love you" he whispered in my ear then kissed my cheek.

Mesmerizing that moment, i shut my eyes more, a single tear rolling down my cheek.

"I'll never leave again, promise me you'll never leave me" he said

"I promise"

And i hugged him, tight, again.

"Promise me, you won't try to..." I looked at his eyes "harm yourself in any way" i chocked.

He looked at the distance, ignoring my gaze

"They tell me i deserve to.." He trialled off

"They're controlling me, they're taking over me.." He continued

"Who?" I squealed

He stood for a moment, "the voices" he mumbled

I chocked "cant you..ignore them?" I asked stupidly.

He looked at me for a moment, then shook his head, looking to the wall again.

"Are you going to be okay?"

He just shrugged not looking at me

I nodded and Stan knocked on the door.

Louis didn't move, his gaze didn't leave the wall, as i told Stan he can come in.

The door opened slowly, Stan walking in, leaving the door open, he looked at louis then at me. I just shrugged.

"He's not okay.." I whispered to Stan

"I know, i know.." He looked at louis.

"Do you think we can..send him somewhere to help him..?" I looked at Stan then at Louis, then back at Stan.

"I don't need help" louis chirped.

I looked at Stan, he nodded leaving the room.

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