Illusion {l.t}

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Louis' pov

i could hear the sirens, i move my hands, trying to get out of the crashed car, but i cant see in front of me, all i can see are the images that my brain keeps replaying, the rejection, the look on her face when the car went crashing, tears were coming down my face now, but i didn't wipe them away, i don't care about the tears, i just need to get her out of the car.
The airbag thats shes pressed into are not letting her breath, and I'm scared as hell, i waited for her, for months, weeks, days, seconds and after i got her, this happens
I knew she didnt deserve someone like me, but im selfish as hell, i need her, i want her and only her, my heart always belonged to her i cant give it to anyone else even though i try.
The car door opens and they get me out, rolling me inside the car.
"Save her" i sigh
"Please" i mumble, ignoring the pain both physically and emotionally
The nurse shakes his head
My heart stops, she can't be, she can't leave me.
"No, no she, she can't, save her please"
"Sir, i'm so-"
"No! I love her please, i can't lose her again" my lungs cant function properly
"Sir-"
"Please" i cry
"Sir, there's a misunderstanding.." The nurse seems confused
"What is there not to understand?" I feel like fainting, the pain is too much
"Im sorry sir, we don't k.." I couldnt even hear anymore, my eyes feel so tired

-seven hours later-
My eyes flutter open and pain fills my body, groans escaping my lips i try to adjust but i cant
The nurse standing in the corner of the room working on some medical machines turns around and looks at me with a very shocked expression
"Louis! Oh my god you're awake" she smiles so bright.
I try smiling but i cant
"Is she okay?"
The nurse looks puzzled
"Im sorry?" "Is christina awake? Can i see her?" I prepare to get out of the bed
"Im sorry, louis, but who's christina?"
"The girl in the car crash with me" my lips form a straight line, how does she not know? Did they not take her out?
"But there wasn't any girl in the crash with you.."
Everything comes crashing down
"Wh-what?" My lips tremble
"You were alone in the car, lou"
"No! No she was with me, i swear, she was next to me"
She shakes her head "we have to call your parents! Oh they'll be so happy youre awake" and leaves after telling me she'll be back later to check up on me

I take my phone from the seat next to me, unlocking it, i miss her.. What if she died?
I open the photos app, tapping on the last picture i took, it maximizes on the screen revealing a picture of view, i furrow my eyebrows, i swear the last picture i took was of her when she wasn't looking. I swipe the screen to the right, an old picture of me shows. But..
I sit up, ignoring the pain, i exit the application and go to my contacts, typing her name, nicknames, pet names anything i could think out, i couldn't find her number.
I gulp, and press the button to call the nurse in.
A few minutes later pass, the nurse walks in
"Yes, louis?"
"I have a question.."
"Of coarse" i take a deep breath, closing my eyes for a moment
"How long have i been here?"
"Oh, its been three years, louis.."
What
"Im sure youre mistaken, i i just got into the crash yesterday" it cant be
The nurse shakes her head, smiling softly and walks out of the room.
I lay and think, maybe she's mistaking me to another louis, or
Stan barges in the room with a huge smile on his face
"LOUIS! Oh my i cant believe youre alive man oh i missed you so much" there are tears in his eyes
Maybe i was here for three years..
But what about
I shake my head
"Hey mate, how did i get in here?"
Stan's face becomes serious, and mumbles a small oh, he rubs the back of his neck
"Stan" a tear comes down his face and he's stood still
"Uh three years ago, we went out clubbing, me, you, niall and the gang." He pauses "niall bet you money if you went and got some chick in your pants" he cleared his throat
"And you" he burst out a hurtful cough, "you were drunk off your ass man, you got the girl a drink, then walked over to the her, some other drunk guy was kind of flirting with her or what not, and you were being a dick you started a fight, a huge one, the manager kicked you both out" he whipped a tear away "you continued fighting him in the middle of the street and he was about to throw a punch when this car, louis" he sniffed. Are they making stuff up?
"Then?" "This car with a drunk driver hit you and you flew man, literally 'i believe i can fly'" stan's face was all red, his eyes all puffy and red, his hands covering his lips which were trembling as he breath for air and sniffed.
I gulped down a saliva, i didn't know what to say. But what about Christina? Was she all just a dream? An illusion?

-------------- (gosh i havent updated for ages! Im so sorry and yeah just a lot has happened in my life lately, and yeah. Next chapter will hopefully be sooner! Sorry for the plot;) xx)