Illusion {l.t}

{v}

~One Month Later~

I sighed as i sat in my car, decided to drive to louis' after a week of not going to his place, i thought i'd stop by. I needed something or someone to get stuff out of my head and louis was all i can think of, out of everyone i know, i picked the person who put me in loads of problems in the first place. So after that day of me rushing to the house and rose not being there, Rose came home late, and didnt talk to me until the next day when she lashed out on me for continuing my bitchy acts, and then she packed her stuff and left, i don't know where the fuck she went to but shes not talking to me anymore nor is she replying my texts, i dont know where the fuck she is goddammit! I need my bestfriend back, she's all i have.

I didn't notice i was pulling up in front of louis' house. I walked to his doorstep, knocking on his door once, he half opened it

"Lets just get this over with ok" i said, not even bothering to greet him

"I didn't invite you over" louis said not letting me in. L

"I don't give a fuck, i invited myself over. I need you okay? Fuck" i was standing at his front porch begging him for sexual activities

"I can't" he said blocking the way inside. Did he have another girl over?

I pushed him out of my way and stepped inside. Two guys were sitting there staring at me. The boy with tan skin, brown hair styled perfectly in a quiff and brown eyes eyed me up and down, the other guy sitting next to him had curly brown hair, green eyes and a plump red lips, he shot me a wink. rolling my eyes i gave them a disgusted look and turned to louis, taking his hand i led him to his room.

After we both were inside, i locked his door and turned to him again, i grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him towards me.

Anger boiled inside of me as i thought of all the shit he put me through, raising my hand i was about to slap him but he got ahold of my arms not letting me do what i wanted to do. He pushed his lips onto mine, my eyes shut closed but then i pushed him away, he slowly leaned in but then turned his face

"I thought you came here to fuck me, not slap me" he whispered in my ear. His voice coming out sexy and raspy, sending chills down my spine.

I grabbed his face and turned it towards me smashing my lips on his. My hands still on his face, i caressed his cheeks, then moved my hand to his neck. His hands moved to my waist as he kissed me passionately. But right then, i felt something, i don't know what it was but i liked it, it filled me, it felt like my heart was complete..?. I didn't want to have sex with him anymore, i just wanted to feel his lips against mine. His hands moved to the hem of my shirt and he pulled it off of me. After that was off, i stopped the kiss. His lips met my neck. "Louis..stop" i moaned. He didn't though, he hummed and continued. He nibbled on my soft spot and i couldn't do anything but moan, his hands moved to my breast and his hands cupped both. He pushed me on his bed, taking his shirt off, he climbed on top of me.

He kissed me, my hands on his chest, i pushed him off of me. "What the fuck?!"

"Im sorry okay, i needed you" i said emphasizing on the needed

"Then what the fuck are you doing? Why are you stopping me if you need me?"

"I don't know..just kiss me okay?"

"Wha-"

"Lets just kiss, not go all the way"

"B-" i cut him off by pressing my lips over his. I sat up on the bed making him sit up as well. Sitting on his lap l deepened the kiss. My hands playing with his hair, i pulled away pressing my forehead against his, i admired his beauty, he was even so hot up close.