Illusion {l.t}

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"His eyes were the ocean, and mine were the forest, they are parts of nature, but have so many differences. but we are no forest and ocean, we are the sun and the rainbow."

*Christina's pov*

Falling in love wasn't an easy thing for me, but when i met him, something ignited inside of me and i fell in love at the first sight, even though we were only benefitting from our friendship, we now love each other.

Sometimes i feel like i shouldn't believe this man that i grew to love, but every time he holds me in his arms, i know that i can believe him, that i can trust him, i feel safe, i feel loved.

Waking up in louis' arms makes me feel so safe, and i love it. I love feeling his body against mine, his warmth on my skin.

I smiled as i watched him sleep.

I really wished he took me out on dates or something. All we do is kiss, and watch movies, argue and make up, eat and stay at home. Its really getting boring.

I don't feel like we're going anywhere, in our relationship.

As i watched this beautiful man sleep in my bed, a small smile creeped on my lips and it started growing.

I lifted my hand and softly and slowly caressed his cheek, careful not to wake him up.

His eyes fluttered open and his sea green orbs stared into my dark green ones. I don't think i had ever paid this much attention to his beautiful blue eyes. I had never looked deeper.

And now that I'm staring at his iris, I'm too far deep, its ocean deep, and every time i look deeper, I'm getting lost in the water, I'm losing myself in his beautiful blue eyes that are deeper than the ocean.

I smiled at him and returned it, "morning beauty queen" he mumbled, his voice deep

"Morning" i smiled back at him, my eyes probably sparkling.

He smiled, his smile growing like the blooming of the flower, slow, but ends up so beautiful.

I kissed his cheek and sat up to leave the bed but he pulled my back down. I refused and i left the bed giggling, hearing him groan in response.

My love for him keeps growing every time i look at him, every time i see him smile, every time i hear his laugh. I love him but i keep doubting him.

My subconscious keeps telling me to not get involved with him, but i know I'm too late for that. I got involved 6 months ago and theres no turning back.

And my heart keeps telling me that i love him, and my heart beats for him.

He makes my day brighter but I'm scared because I'm too oblivious and thats one of my many flaws.

We ate breakfast and he left. Hours later, i had to meet up with my best friend, Rose. Gosh I've missed her loads, i hope she truly forgives me, i cant live without her.

I got dressed and walked out of my home, texting Rose.

"Starbucks right?"

"Yeah ill see ya in a bit"

"Alright, I'm on my way. Xx"

"Me too. Xx"

I locked my phone and started driving to the café.

When i got there, Rose was just parking her car. I got out of my car as she did so, and we both ran towards each other for a hug.

"Im so sorry" i cried as we hugged

"I miss you so much chris" she cried

We pulled away after staying like that for good few minutes.

We both walked to the café and ordered our coffees.

"Tell me everything!" She said as we both sat down "with dets!" She giggled

I smiled huge, my thoughts being occupied with louis and only him "well...."

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Sorry its short but i wanted to updated soon bc i wont be home all day saturday and sunday, because i have conferences both days which is from 7:30am till 9pm with only 2 hours break! And im gonna be exhausted and i will not be able to write at all, so next update will not be soon.

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