Illusion {l.t}

{xxvii}

Song for this chapter:
Wherever You Are - 5 seconds of summer

*christina's pov*
I decided upon going to my parents house, since i felt so alone at this place i called home, the place that didn't bring anything but bad memories.
I packed and drove 5 hours to my parents house.
I nervously walked to the porch and knocked on the door.
My mom opened it and gasped.
I haven't seen her for 4 years, i promised them i was never coming back to this hell hole. The reason i left them was because i loved this guy and they wouldn't let me be with him, so i went away with him after a year he broke up with me. And i didn't return, i couldn't.
Years later, i met louis, and now I'm broken and i need them.
Without saying anything, she pulled me in a tight hug.
"Im sorry mum" i said hugging her.
"Its okay baby" she said stroking my hair.
I really need her right now.
"Come inside" she smiled and i nodded and walked inside, coming face to face with my dad. He seemed angry.
"Whats this bitch doing here?" He shouted
"Da-" i was cut off by my mom. "Bob! Be nice to her" she said and gave him a look.
"Im not gonna be nice to her!" Dad shouted.
"Its okay, mum i get it" i forced a smile on my face no matter how hurt i was at the moment.
Tears piked at my eyes but i didn't dare let them flow. I ran to my old room and locked him. I hadn't noticed how much I've missed this place, until i remembered how i used to play with my best friends here and have sleepovers. How my mom used to read my books before i slept, and my dad kiss my forehead. We used to be a perfect family, until i ruined it.
I went through my old stuff, admiring each and every single thing i haven't seen for ages.

*louis' pov*
This ache, the ache and guilt i felt was unbearable. I felt so guilty for hurting her the way i did. For lying to her like that. I feel so broken, its unaccountable. I feel so down, so fragile, so broken.
I gulped down the half cup of whiskey, the liquid having a burning sensation in my throat, i poured myself another glass and gulped that down as well. Throwing away now the empty bottle, i opened my third bottle and drank from the bottle not bothering to pour it in the cup.
I thought getting drunk will help me forget about her, but its making it worse. All i can see now is her, and doubles of her.
Each face i see in this small and full club is her face and i cant keep myself from walking to each of them an asking them if their name is Christina. Everyone i asked told me their name is Christina but when i hold their wastes, it just doesn't feel right, i don't feel that electricity through my entire body like when i touch her. No one can be her. No one can ever have the affect she has on me. No one is her, except from her.
I really messed up this time, i really fuckin did and theres no way shes gonna forgive me. Hell, i wouldn't even forgive myself.
I left the club, getting a cab to her place.
I payed the cab and stumble through her doorsteps.
I knocked on her door several times. She didn't open. I slid and sat down on the cold dirty floor.
The house next to hers opened her door after 5 minutes of me sitting there.
"She left 2 days ago and didn't come back, son. No one's in there" she told me. I hit my head on the door.
She has to be here. She has to.
"Do you know where she is?" Fuck my eyes are getting watery.
She shrugged and gave me a sympathetic smile.
She shut her door and i got off the floor and sighed running my hand through my hair.
Then an idea came to my mind. I can track down her phone! Yes! Thats what ill do.
I got my iPhone out and opened my app. Tracking her down.
After minutes of waiting i got my result.
Shes 5 hours away from me. What the hell?
I frowned and looked at my phone to double check.
I sighed and messed my hair. A cab will cost my hundreds. I groaned and walked to Stan's.
I knocked on his door, after several times. He finally opened it.
"Thank god". "Its 2am. What do you want?" He snapped.
"I need you to take me to her"
"Its 3 minutes walk from here to her house, louis are you drunk?"
"I am, yet i cant walk to her, shes 5 hours away from us"
"You're drunk louis go home"
"Im sure! Stan! Please do this for me" tears ran down my cheeks. Fuck
"Fine, where's she?" He got his keys.
"Thank you!" I hugged him and we got in his car.
I gave him my phone to see where she is. He nodded and started driving.
Im glad i have a friend like him..

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