Illusion {l.t}

{xi}

*Christina's pov*

I shuffled in my spot and noticed something hard next to me, i opened my eyes and saw a peaceful looking louis snoring lightly. I giggled and wrapped my arms around him and cuddled into his chest.

I don't know what it was, but i felt my heart beat faster everytime i was with him, i felt butterflies in my stomach.

He opened his eyes and blinked few times. "Morning beautiful" he said

Oh lord, his deep morning voice

"Morning" i mumbled. He pulled me even closer to him and snuggled, he wrapped his legs around me and his arms tighter as if i was going to run away. I kissed his chest and rested my head on it listening to his heartbeat.

We stayed like that for a few until i heard louis' soft snores again. I chuckled lightly and tried getting out of his grip to go and brush my teeth. "Don't" he mumbled

"But louis.." I whined

"Shhh, go back to sleep" he mumbled and cuddled into me and kissed my forehead.

I gave in and closed my eyes.

He loosened his grip a bit and i figured he was back to a peaceful sleep.

I got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, i put the toothpaste on the toothbrush and started brushing my teeth after rinsing my mouth a bit. I hummed my random tone which i always hummed while brushing my teeth and brushed my teeth.

I jumped up after feeling something tickle my waist and turned around noticing it was louis standing there chuckling to himself.

"You scared the shit out of me" i turned back to the sink and spit then rinsed my mouth with water then spit again.

"Well you left me alone in bed, cold" he pouted

"Aw baby" i pouted caressing his cheek and shook my head giggling

He rolled his eyes and lifted me and placed me on the sink, he opened my legs and stood in between them. I wrapped my legs around him and pressed my lips against his before he could say anything. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and kissed him hard, which he returned. He lifted me and carried me back to my room, still kissing. My crotch against his, his hands on my bum. I grind my crotch over his, feeling him harden and let out a moan. "St-stop" he moaned, but i ignored. I don't know what was gotten into me but i needed him. And i knew, he needs me too.

He broke the kiss and placed me on the bed.

"We're taking it slow, remember?" He said

I was caught off guard and just stared at him, like is he serious?

"Okay, fine" i stood up and walked to the kitchen and made breakfast for myself, ignoring him as best as i can.

He walked in, and walked over to me, tho i changed my directions and walked the other way, far away from him.

I had just embarrassed myself moments ago, and he just made it worst by rejecting me. Why would he do that? Why would he just. Oh god.

I shook my head and walked to the living room, sitting comfortably on the couch, i crossed my legs and pulled a blanket over my legs, and ate my breakfast watching tv.

Louis walked in shortly after, coming over to me, to sit next to me but i laid on the couch so there would be no space for him. He nodded and sat on the opposite couch. I sat back up and ate silently, not looking up from my plate.

"Im sorry babe, talk to me, please"

I ignored and kept eating until my plate was empty. I put my plate on the table and leaned on the back of the couch.

*louis' pov*

This is bullshit, she tells me to take it slow, but then wants to have sex with me. Ok i know rejecting her like that was rude, and hurtful, but i was playing by the rules, she wasn't. I shook my head as i tried for the hundredth time to get her to talk to me but she wouldn't. I stood up, "well, i guess I'm going now, call me when you're ready" I'm making it worse but i don't care. I got my 100 pounds, im a selfish bastard but i dont care.

I felt a pit of guiltiness deep down but i ignored it and walked out.

Im so selfish, should i go back? Prob not. Oh well.

I walked to Stan's and walked in his house without knocking the door.

"Heyyyy, lad!" Stan said giving me a bro hug

"Heyy" i said and sat on the couch.

"Whats up?"

"Nothin"

"What about the chick you've been banging?" He grinned

"Nothin, lad" i laid on the couch. Thinking about Christina, how she mumbled that she loves me, and asked me to cuddle her, and i fucked it up the next morning.

"...-te?"

"Sorry mate, what'd you say?"

"I said, What you thinking about mate?"

"Oh..nothing"

"Is all your answers nothing? Mate whats goin on?"

"Nothing!"

"There you go again."

I rolled my eyes and looked away

"Whatever.." I murmured.

"Is it that slut again? Dude loosen up, shes just a fuck buddy you don't have to be like this bc of a slag" he kept laughing at his joke which i did not find funny at all.

*christina's pov*

Rose called and wanted to hang out, so i got dressed and we met at a café.

"I missed you so much!" I hugged her tight

"Me too!" She cried

"Im sorry" i mumbled

"Im sorry too"

"Friends?"

"Forever and always. Okay?" I nodded

"Always" i said

We sat and drank coffee while we talked for hours catching up the moments we missed.

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