*A Nobody* *n.h.* -Finished-

It Never Ends.

I'm free, no more bullies; school is officially over for me. I just received my diploma and all I have left is the lock in for Seniors. I don't really want to go because it's a just a way for my bullies to get me more. My parents are making me go so it can be the last real happy time I have left with my friends. Sure I have them but it doesn't stop the comments coming my way.

I don't even think they know about the bullying and if they do they've never said or done anything about it. Maybe it's good they don't know, that would mean they wouldn't know about the cutting either.

 

There's so many things that my friends don't know. If I ever told them they would just turn their backs on me; think I am some kind of freak since I have scars on my wrist. Since they're there I usually wear long sleeves; mostly jackets. If I'm at home I wear tank tops because my parents are never home neither is my younger brother. No one knows about them and I plan to keep it that way.

"Natalie, let's go." My oh so cheerful mother said as she basically dragged me to the car. Of course she would want me out of her hair as fast as possible. I’m not her baby child so I am not that important to her.

“Whatever, let’s go.” I sighed and adding quietly. “Maybe tonight I’ll press the blade harder to my skin.” I have it inside my bag at all times but I also have my notepad too so I can easily be distracted by it.

I got into the car and waited as she drove me into town. The ride itself was about a 30 minute one. I plugged my earphones into my phone and started listening to the music on there as my mom started talking to my dad.

My younger brother, Jake, was at the house, he’s my twin but I am older by a few minutes. He failed a year so he graduates next year.  He’s the better looking twin, has more friends, is popular, on the football team, Jake is just the better twin. That’s why my parents love him more. He sees how they act around him and then how they act around me.  He tries to be a good brother to me and comfort me but nothing works.

One day he found out that I cut and made me say I was going to quit, but t’s addicting and I can’t help wanting to feel the pain.

“We’re her honey. I’ll be here early in the morning to pick you up.” She smiled. I could tell she forced it on there because it didn’t reach her eyes but whatever.

“Yeah bye.”  I grabbed my bag and headed into the building with all the other graduated kids.

Before I even got to the stairs the comments started. This will be one hell of a night.

 

 

As you probably thought this is a short story so the chapters won't be long as my other one's but they, chapters, are more meaninful.... -Courtney. <3