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I knew I fell asleep in Jake’s arms but when I started dreaming that’s not who was lying beside me on the blanket. Well I wasn’t beside them but I was floating above them; observing their moves. No words were said between them, they just basked in each other’s company. I smiled at the blonde haired boy, whose face was distorted; he would occasionally kiss the girl on her head and her wrist. The brunette would smile up at him. I felt connected to this dream but neither of their faces was clear.
The place around them was clear though. It was a beautiful beach set up. A large blanket placed underneath them and a brown, wicker, picnic basket off to the side. The sun was just setting so the sky was a deep pinkish orange color and along the water little waves were crashing against the sand.
It was so romantic that it made me wish that Niall would do this for me but that wouldn’t happen. I’m me, the girl he watch mark her wrist, the one who is not pretty enough, or is a girl that is unwanted by her parents.
And he’s the boy who’s perfect. He’s got different girls wanted to be his; some that are prettier and smarter. Ones that have loving parents; girls that have everything that I don’t.
So is it that I have to avoid him? Even if it means to break my own heart so I can move over this. I mean either way I’m setting myself up for destruction. No boy on earth could like me, the amount of times I have been told that should prove it, right?
My thoughts went back to the girl and boy on the ground. Now the girl was curled up against his side. Her head lying on his chest as he looked to be singing to her. I couldn’t keep my eyes off the girl though became so familiar that it almost looked like I was looking in the mirror. There was no way the girl was me. She’s too pretty but that’s when I saw them; there were tiny little scars on her arm. The boy must have been kissing my scars. My gaze drifted down towards my arm. My dream self had a little bit more than there were on my own arms.
“Natalie?” The boy whispered aloud. She lifted her head but gave no answer.
“I love you.” He said nervously. Like it was the first time he has told me/her that.
“I love you too ………..”
“Natalie WAKE UP!”
Sorry About It Being Short But I Wrote It In Five Minutes. -Courtney <3 (:
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*A Nobody* *n.h.* -Finished-
FanfictionI'm a nobody. I have nobody and nobody wants me. I have issue's they make up why I am like the way I am. I try not to give up but sometimes it's my only choice. Natalie's life isn't perfect and never has been. Between her parents liking her twin bro...
