This Is Just Between Us

THE DRUNK SHIPPING STORM!

Russia pov
(art by my pumpkin crowsong on YouTube, Tumblr, and Wattpad {Rainbowstar772} )
(TW: Eating disorder. This was just added as I didn't know this was a trigger, sorry :(     )

Well I'm back in the kitchen, Florida and Alaska are helping me cook-
Well it's more so me teaching Florida how to cook the meal and Alaska being the 6 year old she is and playing with flour and eating sliced lemons.
She tries to help a bit, by "making the recipe better" and I mean, she had the right ideas.
Vodka does make everything better, but she chose the wrong flavor, so I corrected it.
We also added some beer for Florida.
Florida:"Alaska, if you're going to play with the flour, play with it usefully. Here's a measuring cup, through me 3 cups will you?"
Russia:"Looks like Montana is going to have a field day."
I watch as Alaska throws 3 cups of flour into the bowl Florida was moving around.
Russia:"We need a couple cups of lime juice... AYO! WHOEVER CAN SQUEEZE THE MOST LIMES IN 3 MINUTES GETS A SHOT OF ANY ALCOHOL OF THEIR CHOICE!"
A few states ran over, Wyoming won surprisingly. He wanted to try gin, but wasn't a fan of it.
America:"What is going- oh my mom and grandpa..."
I just threw an egg yoke at him.
Russia:"We're cooking, begone."
He grabbed a handful of flour and blew it at me.
Alaska:"Just try not to burn anything."
Florida:"He can help with mixing ingredients."
America smiled and joined the fun, a few more of the states joining.
To cut it short, the meal was made and the kitchen was a mess.
So was everyone who was in the kitchen.
Yeah we all got cleaned up before eating, I had to stay in a bathroom till my clothes were clean.
But now we're all in the dining room eating, well the states, I didn't feel like eating so I'm just picking with my food.
Alaska:"Папа... сегодня запретный день?(Papa... is today a no-eat day?)"
Russia:"Да, Аляска, мне сегодня не хочется есть. А теперь наслаждайся едой, которую мы приготовили, пока я не сделал тебя, мой маленький алкоголик!(Yes Alaska, I don't feel like eating today. Now enjoy the food we made before I make you, my little alcoholic!)"
America looked at me.
Alaska:"Мой дорогой фальшивый, но заботливый отец, ты когда-нибудь собираешься поесть? Не думай, что я не замечаю, что ты не ешь.(My dear fake but caring father, are you ever going to have an eating day? Don't think I don't notice the fact you don't eat.)"
America shook his head.
I sigh and put my hand on his under the table and I see Alaska get up and walk over to America to do the same.
Alaska:"Пусть наша любовь и Господь пронесут вас через вечное голодное проклятие. Папа сказал мне, что это есть и навсегда останется со мной. Совет никогда не нарушает своего обещания.(May our love and Lord carry you through your forever starving curse. Papa told me, this is and will forever stay with me. A soviet never breaks their promise.)"
Russia:"А теперь, Аляска, я знаю, что ты наконец-то можешь показать свою религию, но тебе не нужно приплетать ее ко всему. А если серьезно, я перестал есть, чтобы ты не чувствовал себя одиноким, но это привело меня к моему собственному расстройству пищевого поведения. Так что ты действительно не один, когда я рядом!(Now now Alaska, I know you can finally show your religion, but you don't have to drag it into everything. But seriously, I stopped eating so you don't feel alone, but that brought me into my own eating disorder. So you really aren't alone when I'm around!)"
America:"You really should eat, I'm fine since I have something in my genetics that makes it so nothing can really affect me."
Alaska:"When papa says no, he says no."
I nod and give my food to Alaska so it doesn't go to waste.
Russia:"Others eating is more important than me eating..."
Alaska:"Papa... ugh, you'll keep pushing if I refuse so fine."
America blinked.
Russia:" Я делаю это часто, это все, что она знает, и так должно оставаться. Она заслуживает счастливого и наивного детства. Ни ей, ни любому из государств не нужно знать о моем прошлом.(I do this a lot, that is all she knows, and it should stay like that. She deserves to have a happy and naive childhood. She nor any of the states need to know about my past.)"
I said in one of the dead Russians Alaska won't understand.
America nodded and Alaska looked confused.
I ruffled her hair and watch the states eat.
Alaska continued to stuff her face happily.
Russia:"So, when are they going to bed?"
America:"If you want to stress drink either do it in my room or outside."
I flick his face playfully, leading him to roll his eyes.
He's always cute when playing around, he still makes me smile even after all these years.
Tennessee:"New York get off your phone!"
New York:"No! I'm worried about Chile! His apartment building has gone out of power and apparently it won't be back in power till next Tuesday..."
Russia:"Chile? As in Mexico's brother- OH SHIT! IS HE OK?! I haven't seen him since the day after the American revolution because he wandered off and lost his family..."
New York:"He's been doing fine, but right now, that apartment is more vulnerable than it already is..."
Russia:"I'm sure everything will end up fine, I'll pray for him."
Alaska:"I will too!"
Georgia:"Make it 3"
Delaware:"Ok we get it! Your Christian asses are going to pray-"
Georgia:"I'm Catholic!"
Alaska:" Papa and I are Russian Orthodox!"
Rhode Island:"I think everyone is going to agree with me and they all hate me, Delaware, shut the fuck up for once."
Georgia:"I'm letting that curse pass because seriously."
Alaska:"He better be skipped when it comes to dessert!"
And he was.
After dessert the states went to bed, Alaska got tranked, and I got out the alcohol!
Me and America sat in the living room with two shot glasses.
America:"So uhm... What are we playing?"
Russia:"Since it seems like your first time playing a drinking game I say we do something simple, truth or dare!'
He nodded, clearly unsure of this.
Russia:"Hey... if you don't want to play, we don't have to play."
He sighed.
America:"Russia. Truth or dare."
Russia:"I, Russia, will take on the challenge of a dare!"
He laughed at my response for giving me a dare.
America:"I dare you to admit your sexuality. My gaydar is going haywire with you."
I took a shot.
He groaned.
Russia:"America tru-"
America:"Truth."
Russia:"Did you have a crush on anyone in middle of high-"
He nervously took a shot.
Russia:"Damnit, I really wanted to know that! Ugh, your turn"
America:"Russia, truth or dare."
Russia:"Truth."
America:"When you say your childhood was stolen or that you lost your childhood, does that mean your childhood was so bad it didn't feel like a childhood? I know it's personal but that question has been bottled up since you joke about it but are also very defensive about it..."
Russia:"Yes, yes it does. I'm not going into detail as I'm not close enough to you to go fully into that but uhm... my childhood is the reason I love children so much, have high respect for single parents, and am very protective of my siblings. I was basically put in an adult role when I was a child, and this is all you're going to learn until we're closer."
He put his hand on my hand in a comforting way.
Russia:"Well now it's my turn, America Truth or dare."
America:"Dare."
Russia:"I dare you to tell me who your middle or highschool crush was! I told you some deep and personal information so could please just tell me this basically useless information!"
America:"Fine. You. You were my crush until you broke my bones."
I stood up, grabbed a pillow, and threw it across the room, kicking a chair on my way back to where America and I were sitting.
Russia:"Удачной России! Из-за вашего страха быть отвергнутым вы потеряли все шансы, которые у вас были с ним! тупой тупой тупой!(Good going Russia! Your fear of rejection caused you to lose any chance you had with him! stupid stupid stupid!)"
America:"YOU'RE BI!"
I put some alcohol in his mouth then mine.
Russia:"Shut it, I'm fairly closeted-"
America:"Also who is 'him'?"
Russia:"Not important, anyways, your turn."
America:"Truth or dare?"
Russia:"Dare!"
America:"Drink a cup of vinegar."
Russia:"Oh, I've done that before! Except it was a punishment for saying a slur, mom didn't wash our mouths out with soap, she used vinegar and expired milk."
I said pouring a cup of vinegar and drinking it like it was nothing, putting some gum in my mouth after the glass was empty. I washed the cup before going to sit back down.
This went on for a while, dumb dares and personal dates along with dumb truths and personal truths.
Right now we- well I'm very drunk, America seems sober.