This Is Just Between Us

strange feelings

Russia pov
(art by my pumpkin crowsong on YouTube, Tumblr, and Wattpad {Rainbowstar772} )

I wake up in the morning feeling different...
I noticed I had America in my arms... I like him here.
Just me and what's mine.
Mine?
.....
Whatever, I think I drank too much and I'm still somewhat drunk.
America:"Morning Mons leo, how'd you sleep?"
Russia:"I slept ok...went from a dream to two different nightmares, one with Israel and the other with Sweden never leaving my personal space. Never being able to be alone...."
America gave a confused look.
Russia:"The most I can remember of last night is Sweden being all giggly with me and Israel..."
America:"You had several stab wounds..."
Russia:"Yeah... I was actually scared I'd lose my life...."
I could feel a peck on my cheek and could see his adorable smile in the corner of my eye.
I sigh and went to stretch.
Pain.
Russia:"UGH! HOLY SHIT THAT HURTS!"
America laid me down.
America:"Russia you gotta rest, those wounds were life threatening and the fact you were able to both get drunk and walk all the way to my house is extremely worrying, almost like it has-"
Russia+America:"Happened more than once."
Russia:"But it's ok, I've been wanting to ditch that cheating whore ever since I...became your friend with benefits..."
I see him go bright red.
America:"Russia! We've never had sex, how can we-"
Russia:"Kissing and cuddling also counts as friends with benefits, plus, the sex can come later on~"
He flicked my head, very very red.
America:"I'm keeping my virginity till I'm married."
Russia:"Several of the people I dated said the same thing. Like 40% of the students in our highschool who weren't virgins lost their card to me."
America:"Well I mean it!"
I laughed and kissed his cheek...
I want to leave a mark on him.... Show he's mine...
But why?
No.
I know why.
I know it's because he's mine.
Russia:"Мой(Mine)....."
I whispered ever so quietly, away from his ear.
Don't want to scare my darling.
America:"Did you say something?"
Russia:"No?"
America:"Huh... could've sworn I heard something- probably just my imagination-"
Russia:"Maybe it was a ghost trying to tell me to get my ass out of the bisexual closet I've been in for years, or maybe my mom's spirit is here to tell me it's my fault she died. She's half right. My dad is the reason she died, but I could've stopped Nazi... but she's in a better place now- actually no, she's probably in hell."
America snorted.
America:"She's the reason why Belarus is a-"
America+Russia: "Cannibal."
We laughed.
We kinda stayed like this before he had to get up.
America:"I'll give you the notes, don't worry."
I smiled as I got a kiss goodbye.
Once he left I formed a smile I've never had before....
Russia:"I'm not letting anyone take you.... Even if that means I have to kill them."
I look at my hands as I start to ball them into fists.
I laughed a bit as I imagined my life with him.
Him around me at all times.
Him being held by me.
Kissed by me.
Cuddled by me.
BEING LOVED BY ME!
HAHAHAHAHA!
Shame I can't keep an eye on him right now, who knows how many people are out there trying to take what's mine.

America pov

Walking into college I see a new student, they're all alone... I'll go say hi!
America: "Hey! You new here?"
???: "Huh? Oh! Uhm... yeah!"
America:"Neat! I'm America but I'm sure you already know that, I'm everywhere and the actual leader of this country. I actually plan of being a doctor, that has to approve of country laws and make sure the states aren't making anyone stupid laws."
Burkina Faso:"Haha! Hi America, I'm Burkina Faso, but my friends call me Faso. I'm here studying to be a biomedical detective, we might end up working together somewhat!"
America:"Yeah we might! Oh look at the time! I gotta go, Faso! Talk to you after class!"
I walked off to class, only to realize he was following me- wait no, he's coming to walk with me.
Turns out, we share a class-
He sat next to me and we got to know each other!
Burkina Faso:" Maybe we can cook together sometime!"
America:"I can't cook, only bake, but sure! How's next week sound?"
Burkina Faso:"Sounds great! Cya later Ame!"
I wave goodbye, I don't like him calling me that.
We're not close enough for him to call me that.
I shrug and go through my classes and come home to see that Russia was outside sitting on the grass as Hawaii messes with his hair.
America:"Russia-"
Russia:"Wyoming has been checking on me like crazy ever since they came home, chill."
America:"Wyoming may be good with medical care, but he's 8! He's not deep into medical studies for this kind of stuff!"
Hawaii:"That's why papa let him be his temporary doctor! So he could practice caring for people with this kind of stuff!"
I sigh and walk over to sit with him.
He's giving me a loving look which made me blush, that made Hawaii giggle.
Hawaii:"Papa and dad sitting in tree k-i-s-"
Louisiana:"S-i-n-g~ first comes love then comes marriage!~ Then comes a-"
Hawaii+Louisiana:"Baby in a carriage!"
Russia:"Damnit Louisiana, why must you be a great singer?"
America:"More importantly, how did you get on the roof?"
Russia:"Yeah- also, why aren't you at school?"
Louisiana:"Pennsylvania was trying to see if the repairs to the roof were sturdy, knowing how I am when I play music they let me give them a private show, thing is.... They forgot me up here-"
America:"This was when?"
Louisiana:"Last night."
Russia:"LAST WHAT?!"
Russia tried to stand up, only to gain a face of pure pain, causing him to fall to the ground.
America:"Wait right there, I need to get Russia inside and on the couch."

Russia pov

After calling his sister for help to get me on the couch because he didn't want to drag my already injured body, he went to help Louisiana.
Once he was back inside with Louisiana and Hawaii he sat on the ground in front of my aching body.
Russia:"Alaska and Wyoming are in Alaska's room."
America:"I know, Hawaii told me. Anyways, how was your day?"
Russia:"Pain filled... felt kinda empty without you around."
He blushed and smiled.
His smile made me smile.
Russia:"How was your day?"
America:"I became friends with the new student at our college! Him and I are going to be cooking and baking for each other next week!"
This made my smile fade inside.... Someone is stepping in my way to what's mine.
America:"He's really nice, I'll introduce him to you tomorrow!"
Russia:"Can't wait to meet him!"
I said happily, but inside I'm pissed.
I'll just tell him off, tell him to back the fuck off and never talk to America again and everything will be back to normal, unless he doesn't listen.
Then we're going to have problems.
I already have to deal with Sweden who is already bothering me on the internet.
I had to cancel my plans for today because of my injuries which sucks but it's even worse because he's been asking if I'm ok. Ugh!
America:"Mons leo, what's wrong?"
Russia:"Nothing, just Sweden has been asking if I'm ok, all while asking me out when I'm better."
He has a worried face but I can see his eyes darken.
Odd....
Then again, I'm pretty sure my siblings would act the same way if they found that fact out, they know I've never been a fan of Sweden.
Turns out he's liked me since middle school...
Ukraine had to tell me that information, apparently Sweden went up to him all the damn time asking if I liked him.
It was ALWAYS a no, I have someone else I like.
Someone I love, crave, desire,need, someone that is mine.
Russia:"....mine...."
I said quietly, I can't keep it inside... I always feel the need to say it out loud.
I have three problems in my way to his love.
Israel, Sweden, and this new student.
I'll get rid of all three, it'll take awhile but I'll get it done.