This Is Just Between Us

Not the best next morning

America pov
(art by my pumpkin crowsong on YouTube, Tumblr, and Wattpad {Rainbowstar772} )

I was fully sober by the time Russia was awake.
America:"Russia what did you-"
Russia just hugged me before letting go with a small smile.
Russia:"I took you on a party date, we got kinda drunk and-"
America:"We kissed in a closet and danced in a room alone together...."
I feel my hand being held and I smile.
Russia:"San Marino claimed to Batman's cousin-"
America+Russia:"Fruitbat man."
Russia:"I dropped you off here and dropped him off at his house and-"
America:"I let you join me in the shower, almost leading you to taking my card."
Russia:"Thank God Alaska was able to stop us by questioning why we were taking so long... by the way, do you happen to have any clothes that'll fit me? As you see uhm..."
America:"I washed the ones you wore yesterday that you left in my room."
I said pointing to the end of the bed.
He smiled and gave me a kiss before getting up and changing.
I looked away despite the fact that I didn't just see but I also felt his naked body.
Why am I like this?
Russia:"You saw and felt my naked body which by the way you have a very gentle touch which means you might have a.... Never mind that, why are you so shy?"
America:"It's an act of respect-"
Russia:"If Alaska wasn't there to stop us I may have ended up fucking you while dating Israel. Speaking of which...... nevermind."
I went red at first before giving a confused look.
He just moved back over to me and I moved closer to him so I can get all snuggly with him.
He smiled and wrapped an arm around me.
Russia:"I love you..."
The way he said it sounded different from the other times he's said that...
He's been acting different around me lately...
America:"Te quoque amo(I love you too)"
Russia:"So uhm...you wanna go out tonight? I can show you where Cuba and I would look at the stars when we were younger..."
America:"As in a date? Russia I... don't really care how your girlfriend feels, I'd love to go on a date to see the stars, just let me take care of San Marino first."
Russia:"I'll pick you up at 8pm."
I smile as I get changed.
He asked if he wanted me to leave.
Him? He can watch. Others? Not so sure.
America:"No it's fine, as long as you're not- oh who am I kidding? You just want to see the freckles."
Russia:"Yes I would like to see your freckles."
He said with a grin.
I usually change fast but I went slower than usual because he just loves my freckles for unknown reasons.
Once I was dressed he was pouty so I went over and stood on the bed to kiss him on the cheek.
America:"I'm off to take San Marino to the hospital because I know you didn't."
He gave an embarrassed grin before I left.

Russia pov

I watch as America leaves with a smile on my face.
He's so caring and cute and nice and loving and perfect and just someone I want to date.
But I can't yet, I want a taste of that sweet sweet revenge.
She's cheated on me with so many people, one person won't do much harm.
I left the room to clean the house and make breakfast.
A German breakfast doesn't sound too bad, I don't need to practice those more since I have Germany as an older brother now.
As I was cleaning I hummed a small tune, the tune made me think of lyrics causing me to sing.
Russia:"♪Hopelessly in love with a hopeless romance, life of being in love as hopeless romantic!♪ That's a good start! ♪My hopeless love began the moment you arrived, I looked into your eyes and my feelings for you had arised. The night sky had stars so bright but they couldn't compare to the gentle light coming from your eyes. It is prettier than every sky I've seen in my life. Black or purple doesn't matter, your heart is all I'm after. Your voice is gentle and your touch is soft. The smile you have makes my heart stop. The more and more you're around the more my heart leaves the ground♪- wait that doesn't make sense ♪The more and more you're around the faster my heart pounds♪ that's better! ♪My face goes warm, my hands clasp tight, you're all I want to hold tonight, but I can not as there's a problem in the way. A romance like this can not be as although he is the one meant for me it might not be meant to be! Love like yours is all I want but an old love of mine stands in my way preventing our love to ever occur one day♪ I should be writing this down."
Once I finished cleaning I went to making breakfast.
But as I made it I found a notebook and started to write down the lyrics I sung, along with a few more lyrics.
All I need is a beat, the proper instruments, a mic to record it all, and the band!
Then I hear footsteps, but not of a little kid nor a teen.
Russia:"You're either Texas, Alabama, New Mexico, or Louisiana."
Louisiana:"You caught me! I woke up due to your singing!"
Russia:"Sorry Ana, was cleaning and boom! Music! Haha, I was in band in highschool."
Louisiana:"It's fine, although the lyrics did catch me off guard...was that about dad?"
I went bright red and her jaw dropped.
Russia:"Do NOT! Tell your father about this! Stuff between me and Israel are ruff and uhm..."
Louisiana:"If I were in your shoes, I would've fucked at least 5 people. Everyone knows what "ruff" means in stuff like this."
Russia:"Ana that's not the right thing to do, although.... No. I said I wasn't going to do that again before marriage."
Louisiana:"Again?"
Russia:"If you lived through my childhood, there would be no one around to teach you not to just give your body out. I would've probably been a virgin, but I had no proper adult around so my ass was going around with partners, hookups, and once my best friend. Don't ask, I try to forget that ever happened."
Louisiana:"Don't tell dad but I also slept with my best friend, we were just trying to figure out our sexuality. Turns out I'm pansexual, she's homosexual biromantic."
Russia:"Since you're not telling your father what you know I'm not telling him."
She smiled and went over to see what I was cooking.
Russia:" It's a German potato omelet, your dad's friend Germany has recently become my older brother. BY TWO HUMAN YEARS! So I figured I'd practice his country's food for him."
Alaska:"WHAT?!"
I was so startled by the sudden outburst of a child I didn't know was there that flipped the omlet outside of the pan, somehow it landed back inside the pan.
Russia:"ALASKA!"
Alaska:"Uncle Germany is my actual uncle now?!"
Russia:"Yeah, he's honestly pretty cool with me. Mexico and Brazil are as well! All I need to do is get Poland, China, North Korea, South Korea, and Japan to like me!"
Louisiana:"Good luck with aunt Japan any time Alaska would ask Ukraine about you she'd get pissed and threaten to beat him if he gave her any answers."
Russia:"Oh come on! I broke his bones ONCE! I would've said sorry if I weren't so shy around him-"
Tennessee:"YOU DID WHAT?!"
Russia:"It was a panic response! I had a huge crush on your dad in middle and highschool, I was just so scared of rejection I made him hate me-"
Georgia:"That is no excuse to be harmin' people!"
Alaska:"Have you guys forgotten MY panic response was?"
Kansas:"She's got a point."
Arkansas:"Yeah, she'd hit and scream and kick and over all chose violence as a panic response to us."
Florida:"She was young and didn't know better, but papa?"
Russia:"I'm going to put it as this, you're lucky your father has been around your whole life."
Georgia:"Now what does that mean?"
Alaska:"You are as dense as rock!"
Georgia gave a confused look.
Washington:"Was your dad...."
Russia:"He was there for a little while, then something happened and he was gone for a good chunk of my life before coming back. I'm still mad at him for that."
Georgia:"A lack of a father figure is no excuse-"
Florida then grabbed Georgia by the hair to get her to face him.
Florida:"He had no one to fix his behavior. Shut the fuck up."
Georgia:"How would you know?"
Alaska:"A father being there, leaving, and coming back can fuck with a kids mind. It did mess with me as much since I was very young but papa he dealt with it far longer than I did. You've always had dad, for a good chunk of Papa's life-"
Russia:"I had a horrible grandfather."
Louisiana:"Goodness! Must've been ruff huh?"
Russia:"I was practically an adult by the time I was 9."
Georgia:"Uhuh."
Massachusetts:"Georgia would you open your bible thumping hypocritical ass ears and understand that NOT EVERYONE HAS THE LIFE YOU HAVE!"
New Mexico:"Texas and I can only see our real parents as an aunt and Uncle because from what dad said, they wanted to keep us because they physically couldn't and weren't ready."
Louisiana:"Everyone that was part of my purchase doesn't even know if we have biological parents and if we do, who they are, I mean we were all being stolen, bought, and given. Once dad got a hold of us we finally found a home."
Hawaii:"Not to mention that dad found me in the middle of an anime convention because my parents just left me there..."
Alabama:"Apparently someone just gave me to dad."
Kentucky:"Exactly, so would you just listen and get the fact that people had to deal with their own bullshit. Just happened that Papa had a lot of bullshit to deal with."
Georgia:"ALL YOU NEED TO WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE!"
That's when Georgia was punched in the face by-
Everyone but Georgia:"NEW JERSEY?!"
New Jersey:"You've disrespected papa and the rest of us far too much today. Someone needs to get you back into reality, you racist."
New Jersey sounded pissed as he spat out the last part through clenched teeth.
Everyone stood still frozen as New Jersey gave Georgia a deadly and threatening stare.
She was starting to back up, it seems she's feeling smaller than she already is compared.
Their height difference is about 2in but his glare probably made her feel as if he was far taller.
Florida:"You know you messed up and New Jersey is mad..."
New Jersey:"She's lucky she's my sister, especially my biological one. Because if she wasn't... she'd be compost by now, bodies make the best fertilizer in my opinion."
He said that with a cold emotionless voice.
Georgia:"Sweet peaches! What has gotten into you?!"
New York:"You made him snap. You made our brother, with anxiety, snap."
Arkansas:"EVERYONE CHILL! KANSAS HEART MONITOR IS BEEPING LIKE A FIRE ALARM!"
Missouri:"FIRE?!"
I see Kansas was looking faint.
Russia:"EVERYONE CALM! Kansas what's happening?!"
Kansas:"UGH! My heart it...."
Russia:"I'm not sure if this'll work, but it worked on my youngest brother back when he was a kid."
I held him to my chest, letting him calm before telling Wyoming to find some aspirin.
Russia:"It's ok buddy, calm, I know it's scary right now but we gotta be strong."
Soon Kansas' heart monitor calmed after we gave him aspirin.
I also gave him a snack that'll help with his heart, or from what my grandma told me.
She's Hispanic and Hispanics have the best home remedies!
I was honestly panicking before I looked around and saw my siblings when we were younger...
I'm here to care for them, protect them, and love them.
I sigh, and gain a stern composer.
Russia:"Georgia, New Jersey. Both of you go to your rooms. Everyone else I need you all to listen and to listen closely."
They all became confused, other than Alaska.
Russia:"I'm in charge right now and I'm being fat to gentle, so I'm going to give you all the-"
Alaska+Russia:"1700s treatment."
Russia:"Starting with, helping clean. Look at the mess we've made, stop sitting around and get cleaning."
I said sternly but gently.
They all looked surprised but did as I asked, they saw I was joining them.
Alaska:"Family works as a team, not as competition."
Arizona:"Since when did you start saying that?"
Russia:"Since I've started 1700s mode."
Alaska:"He was a kid in the 1700s caring for his siblings. He knows what to do."
Russia:"California get away from the outlet, they might've not been a thing back then but they sure are now."
This cleaning went on for a while before I went back to making food, feeding them all but not myself.
Russia:" You all need to eat. I'll survive."
I watched Alaska eat, not batting an eye.
The other states...
Alaska:"You can't convince him to eat. In the 1700s he focused on keeping my aunt and uncles alive rather than himself."
Florida:"What else did he do?"
Russia:"Took the blame so they didn't get hurt. Now. Pile your plates so I can clean them and take showers, you're under my rules right now so once you're done showering, go to sleep."
New York:" But I have skin care I need to do-"
New Hampshire:"I have a new hair mask I want to try-"
Florida:"I-"
Alaska:"Never dealt with the 1700s. Just like me."
Russia:"We didn't have those things and our hair and skin were perfect. It's all that makeup that gives you acne, wash your face with water mixed with perfume and you'll be fine."
Everyone but Alaska looked confused.
Alaska:"I don't use soap unless I went to the bathroom."
I pointed to the hall and everyone went to shower, including Alaska.
I washed the dishes and put them on a towel.
I then made sure everyone was in bed, before I made America's bed and waited.

America pov

I come home to a clean house with dishes drying on a towel...
He put them to bed...
OH SHIT-
I was running around to make sure everything was ok-
Cold water that smells like perfume...
I run upstairs and see him messing with his hat.
Russia:"Sorry, we had a huge incident and-"
America:"Childhood trauma?"
He nodded.
I sigh and hugged him.
America:"San Marino is on a highly addictive painkiller, I have to make sure he doesn't overdose. But for now, let's just go on our date