This Is Just Between Us

he's still got a bad reputation

(Art by my pumpkin crowsong on YouTube, Tumblr, and Wattpad {Rainbowstar772} also special shout-out to COUTRYHUMANSFANGIRL for helping my progress to me getting my first rusame story to get to 1k reads!)
(Btw this entire book is a trigger warning)
America pov

I was getting dressed for the first day of college when I heard a knock on my bedroom door
America:"Come in"
And in come my youngest states, Hawaii and Alaska
Both were put up for adoption. Hawaii's actual parents I have no clue, so I just say she's from an anime convention. But Alaska... I know full well who her father is. Russia. My middle school to highschool bully, he still makes fun of me for having 50 kids. Funny thing is, I can take care of 50 but he couldn't even handle one!
America:"Well hello my last 2 darlings, is there any you need?"
They just hugged my legs, they're very short
America:"Is that all?I'm not staying there sillies. I got there for the day and come back, you're always going to see me every day"
Hawaii:"Who'll take care of us and our siblings"
America:"Your oldest siblings will care for you in the day, they drop you guys off at school, they go to school, you all come home, I'll be home. Simple."
Alaska:"Thanks daddy!"
I pick up my Russian little girl
America:"You're welcome my, vodka baby."
Alaska:"Daaaaaad, I thought I told you to stop calling me that!"
I laughed and ruffled up her hair.
Hawaii:"Don't forget me!"
America:"I won't forget about you flower crown!"
Hawaii:"It's called a lay and you wear it on your neck!"
I picked her up too after I put Alaska down.
America:"whatever you say coconuts"
She huffed as I put her down.
America:"I gotta say goodbye to the others"
I walk out with my backpack, and then I get trampled
America:"Haha for the last time, I'm coming home every night! I'm not staying at a dorm."
I get a bunch of "I'll still miss you"s and "but I want you to stay"s.
I was looking at all my states and saw I was missing one.
America:"Where's Wyoming"
NYS:"In his room"
I walk away from the mob of states that are my children, most aren't actually biologically related to me.
Like Texas and New Mexico. Mexico and her boyfriend Brazil had two oopsy babies and I only found out when they were 12.
I got a lot of states when my mom gifted me the Louisiana territory. She bought them from a now very dead country and decided to give them to me.
When I finally got to Wyoming's door I opened it and found him sitting on the floor, reading.
He's a silent child, and doesn't normally speak. He has a lisp which he's embarrassed about, which is why he doesn't like talking.
America:"Heya buddy, you almost missed my first goodbye."
He looked at me, hugged me, and then waved goodbye.
He's a real sweetheart even if he doesn't speak.
I finally get out the door and make it into my car. It's not a long drive, only a few miles as I live fairly close to the college.
Parking my car I open the door, lock it, then shutting it.
But as I did that I bumped into someone.
America:"I am so- YOU!"
Right in front of me is Russia. A huge asshole.
Russia:"well if it isn't the kid who has children during middle school and highschool"
America:"Shut up. You couldn't even handle ONE BABY! I had to take her in since YOU couldn't even raise her"
Russia:"UGH SHUT UP ABOUT IT!"
I laughed.
America:"Whatever you say asshole"
I walk off but then I get thrown to the floor.
That's when I remember my backpack was on me.
America:"DID YOU JUST USE MY BACKPACK TO FLING ME TO THE FLOOR?!"
He laughed then walked off.
I pull myself off the ground and grumble to myself.
Once I get into the school I see a group of people I know.
My sister Canada and her boyfriend Ukraine. I don't really like Ukraine because he's related to Russia, though I like seeing my sister happy.
Then there's mexico and Brazil, Germany and Poland, the Korea twins, and lastly is China and Japan.
America:"Guys!"
Japan turns to me, their eyes excited
SK:"Oh no...."
China:"Code J! CODE J!"
They all grab Japan.
I walk up the the group.
America:"She's still so wild that you had to make a code for when she's gonna burst?"
China:" You have no clue..."
China said, fixing her hair.
NK:"Let me help."
NK proceeded to help fix china's hair.
Poland:"They're so cute."
Germany:"Not as cute as you."
Poland went red and Japan started laughing their ass off.
Mexico:"No, Poland is correct"
Brazil:"Germany agreed with him but also flirted with him. Also neither of them are correct."
Canada:"ENOUGH, can we not argue over something as stupid as this? Everyone's partner is gonna say they're the cutest"
Ukraine:"true, my cutie is right!"
Canada grumbled.
America:"All right everyone, let's just calm down. Please."
Japan:"Fine,fine"
Canada:"Hey ame, how have my nieces and nephews been doing?"
America:"They're great, had to reassure the youngest I'm not gonna be gone forever."
Mexico:"How come we don't get to see them?"
SK:"Girl, you know damn well why!"
Brazil:"We didn't mean to have the two! We were only 16 for fucks sake."
NK:"I doubt they remember you anyways..."
Ukraine:"We have like 5 minutes until classes start, we should probably get going"
We all nod and go our separate ways.
My first class is ELA-
The first thing I see when I step in class is that Russian mother fucker organizing his shit
I walk down to my seat but I think Russia noticed because he decides to start off with this:
Russia:"If it isn't the daddy 50"
America:"Ugh shut up, at least my mom didn't die."
Cuba:"Too far America,too far."
Israel:"Way too far, he's- mmmhmmmhmmm-"
Russia:"Hush babe. I know you're trying to defend me, but I don't need him having dirt on me ok?"
Israel slowly nodded as Russia removed his hand from her mouth.
America:"Babe? Israel, you know he's cheated multiple times and has had multiple partners."
Russia:"IT WAS ONE TIME DAMMIT AND I WAS DRUNK. HE LOOKED JUST LIKE MY BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME"
Russia slammed his hands on the desk pushing himself up and grabbing me by the shirt.
Russia:"Listen here you little shit, if you ruin my relationship with Israel because you're still butt hurt about my bullying I will fucking end you."
America:"You think threatening me isn't going to ruin your relationship"
Russia:"If you don't shut up I'm going to shove a meter-stick up your asshole and hope it stays in there till the day you die you useless bitch."
He then dropped me fuming as he stomped off to his girlfriend
Israel:"You ok baby?"
Russia:"Fine. I'm fine. Just that bitch is in this class"
Israel:"You'll make it through the day."
She kisses him on the cheek and goes back to waiting.
It makes me sick knowing that people can have a positive opinion on Russia.
Finally the professor comes in along with another student.
Spain:"I am professor Spain, and this is my best student timor-leste"
The girl waved before running off to her desk.
Russia:"Teachers pet alert!"
Timor-leste:"You're so rude! Why are you always doing this"
Israel:"Russia please be nicer, you're better than This"
Russia scoffed and rolled his eyes
San Marino:"How you have a girlfriend is still surprising, not only are you a dick to others but you're also a dick to her."
Israel:"HE IS NOT, he just-"
Russia:"Hush babe. Now you also need to hush San Diego."
San Marino:"It's San Marino."
Russia:"Blah blah, same thing."
San Marino growls at Russia but then flinches in fear when Russia gives him a haunting glare
Scaring people for no reason. What a heartless jerk.

1 hour and 30 mins

I get up, grab my stuff, and walk out of the class to go to math.
I noticed Russia and ukraine were following me
I went into the bathroom and saw they continued to walk. Shit.
I walk out and continue my way and see Russia take a left while Ukraine continued forward.
I have to take a left. NOOOOOOO
I walk and take a left and see Russia having his hands behind his neck and feet propped up on his desk talking to Bhutan who doesn't seem to be actually listening.
Russia:"Are you even listening?"
Bhutan still isn't paying attention so Russia changed his position and is now standing.
He grabs Bhutan by the throat and smacks him.
Russia:"YOU WEREN'T EVEN LISTENING TO A WORD I SAY WERE YOU!"
Bhutan started to struggle to breathe which led to Russia dropping the very small country to the ground. He sits down while the smaller country is on all fours breathing in heavily.
Bhutan:" What the fuck man?!"
Liechtenstein:" Why are you even friends with that dude? He's nothing but am abusive shit head"
Russia then threw a spare math book at Liechtenstein hitting him right in the head, knocking him to the ground.
Russia:"I am NOT AN ABUSER"
Liechtenstein:"You say as you just threw a hardcover book at me? Go to hell."
Ireland:" He really should, he blames people for shit he's done."
Woooooow, god he's as bad as he was in middle to highschool

1 hour and 30 mins

Finally done with this class
I make it to science pretty quick because Canada is in there
Once I see her I run to the seat next to her left since ukraine was on her right
America:"Hey guys!"
Canada:"What's up big bro"
Ukraine:"'Sup ame"
I rolls my eyes at ukraine and he pouts.
Ukraine:"Canny! Your brother is being mean to me again~..."
He said as he rests his upper body on the desk.
Canada laughed.
Canada:"Never change dear, never change "
I smile seeing my sister happy.
Then I see him. Is he in every single one of my core classes?
Russia:"Whatcha doing bro, you uh... you good there"
Ukraine:"I'm fine russ- RUSSIA"
Russia gives a glare at Ukraine.
Russia:"Just call me bro or brother from now on in public Ukraine"
Russia said coldly.
Ukraine frowned.
America:"An asshole to his own family huh"
Ukraine pinched himself to keep him from yelling or getting mad.
Canada places her hand on his shoulder.
Canada:"Shhhh, it's ok.... My brother needs to learn when to keep his mouth shut."
Canada snapped that last part at me.
What did I do?!
Russia sat down next to Denmark who scooted away from Russia
Russia groaned.
Russia:"I was drunk and he looked like you. You need to get over it and stop being dramatic"
Denmark was about to slap Russia but Russia kicked the chair Denmark was sitting in, causing Denmark to tumble down the stairs.
When he hit the bottom he was bruised and slightly bloody, two students helped him up and he slowly dragged himself to his seat.
Denmark:"Can't believe I ever loved you"
Russia growled and rolled his eyes.
Russia:"Whatever."
Ukraine sighed and shook his head
Ukraine:"Damnit Russia."

1 hour and 30 min

I make it to humanities and Russia is with me.
But he's walking in with Indonesia....
I thought Indonesia hates him? Man guess not everyone has the same opinion on the bastard as they did in highschool and middle school.
Tuvalu, Moldova, and Puerto Rico are here as well.
Tuvalu has always hated Russia despite the fact they never interacted with each other, Russia seems to be kinda scared of Moldova which is funny because Russia is 5x the size of him, and Puerto Rico is another ex of Russia.
As Russia and Indonesia walk in he's getting glares.
They sit down and so do I.
Tuvalu:"Ugh why do I have to be put in a class with a Russian"
Moldova:"WHAT'S IT LIKE BEING HATED BY EVERYONE, HAHAHAHA"
Russia stood up and started to fist fight Moldova, well more beating Moldova's ass but still. Soon Tuvalu joins and Puerto Rico cheers them on.
Ending the day off great.

1 hour and 30 mins

Finally I get to go home
My friends and I met up one last time before I got home.
As I walked out of the collage I felt someone push me so hard I ended up scraping my elbow causing it to bleed. Mississippi is gonna be hella worried about this one
I sit up to see who did this to me and I see who I probably should have expected it to be.
Russia.
This has to have been the worst first day ever

(Rainbowstar772 who is also crowsong for the art! They plan on making the art for every chapter, that's why it'll look different from what my art looks like"

AN: He's still got bad reputation, and I don't remember the rest of the lyrics!