This Is Just Between Us

Tragically useful

(art by my friend crowsong on YouTube, Tumblr, and Wattpad {Rainbowstar772} )
(tw: mentions/ hints at rape)
America pov

I stuck the note I made on my wall and sigh.
I need coffee, I haven't had my source of energy today.
I was about to walk out when I heard a knock.
Opening the door slightly, I see a very tired looking Alaska.
Alaska:"Папа, у меня закончилась водка, и я не могу достать сахар или лимоны(Dad I'm out of vodka and i can't reach the sugar or lemons)"
Sheesh, she's so low on energy that she can't even speak English.
I sigh and pick her up.
Going to the kitchen I grab some lemons, sugar, and the candy thermometer.
I juice the lemons and mix them with the sugar, tossing Alaska a lemon slice.
America:"I'm going to go buy vodka for you"
She smiles as she eats the lemon
I go out and drive to the liquor store.
I don't go here because I get my alcohol from my mom, shit's so strong it gave the Soviet Union a hangover.
I stepped in and went to find the vodka when I bumped into someone. Said someone is Russia with his sister.
Belarus:"Russia there's no cranberry flavor, I know her middle name is cranberry vodka but that's not gonna- uhm....."
Russia:"Bel, what's wrong?"
He turned around and looked at me
America:"Cranberry? That's a strange flavor"
Russia:"Shut up scum bag, why are you even here"
America:"Well Alaska-"
He handed me a bottle of vodka, a pretty expensive bottle too. Wonder why he chose this over any basic vodka
Russia:"You don't know shit about vodka, may as well take it from some professionals"
Belarus:"That's the strongest type you can buy!"
America:"Ugh... This is so expensive"
Russia:"Guess you don't care about your daughter"
America:"You sure didn't care about her"
He balled his fists, giving me a nasty glare as he took a deep breath and grit his teeth.
Russia:"Whatever, just take the bottle and fuck off."
He said with a sharp and cold tone
America:" I didn't bring the money for this "
Belarus:"I'll pay for it"
America:"Thanks Belarus "
She smiled and took me to pay for it.
It's strange how all of Russia's family are so nice and he's so awful.
While Belarus was paying for the vodka, Russia came over with the same bottle but in cranberry flavor.
Russia:"I told you they had cranberry flavor"
Belarus:"Listen I'm short"
Russia rolled his eyes and paid for his vodka and a pack of cigarettes he found.
Belarus looked worried
Russia:"For Cuba, he and his common hook-up Misty smoke"
Belarus:"Cuba smokes?!"
Russia:"Been doing it since I joined band in highschool dumbass"
Belarus face palmed, gave me the bottle of vodka, and walked out of the store.
I walk home and see and still very low energy Alaska.
I go over to my lemon sugar mixture and add this apparently super strong vodka, Alaska's eyes lit up from the sight of the bottle
I laugh and put the mixture I made into a pot and put it on the stove, turning on the heat, I start stirring every once and awhile.
After a bit I put it in a dish and wait for it to cool and harden.
Once it hardened I smashed the big piece of candy making it into smaller pieces and gave one to her.
She ate it, a gentle and happy smile on her face. She said something quietly before turning to me.
Alaska:"How'd you know?"
America:"Know what?"
She blinked and sighed.
Alaska:"Nevermind, thanks for the candy"
I give a confused look before smashing the candy a bit more, putting it in a bag, and giving it to her.
She takes the bag and runs off to her room.
Finally I get to make my energy source, coffee!
I have no clue how many cups I made but it was enough to keep me running.
I see the sun is about to rise, Russia must have been going to a party or something like that since it's 3 in the morning now.
I go and make a note that I'm going to be going to school far earlier than usual.
Grabbing my stuff I run off to my college, using a car will get my ass caught.
Once I'm there I sneak into one of my classes and hide my stuff before going out to where I originally saw Timor-Leste and doing some spiderman shit and climb onto the wall into a dark corner.
Speak of the innocent victim, there she is, hot coffee and all.
She seems to be crying and rubbing her arms.
Timor-Leste:"He did it again.... WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE ME?! I screamed and cried....why did I even try-"
Spain:"Why so sad my mi lindo antojo(my cute craving)"
Timor-Leste:"Papi españa.... You're here...."
I can't believe she actually called him that... then again, she might not have a choice...
He put his hand on her which caused her to tear up.... I wish I could stop this
Timor-Leste:"Please! I don't want to do that again!"
Spain:"Who said you had a choice"
I was right. She doesn't have a choice in any of this. I see him take her to the staff bathroom...
I sigh and see a text message from my mom.
Problematic parent: you might want to report that before killing her, just so the news will know why she died. You are faking her suicide right?
Me: originally no but honestly that sounds like a better plan than just poisoning her drink.
Problematic parent: good, remember to report it one too two days before you do it. Don't get caught
I sigh
Me: I won't mom
Problematic parent: good, now I have to deal with the mistake because he has a headache. Fucking wuss
I laughed, quietly.
I crawl down and shake my head.
The sooner I get more information and habits, the quicker I can put her out of her misery....
I guess I can see what her order is.
I go over to her drink and take a smell.
Coffee....
I take a sip and spit it out
THAT IS WAY TO MUCH SUGAR!
I like to make baked goods but this girl's order is like 6 cups of sugar, 5 cups of sweetened creamer, and like 4 cups of some form of sweetened syrup. Well if I can find a sleeping drug that tastes extremely sweet then she won't notice.
Hmmmm.... I'm studying to become a doctor so I have my hands on ketamine. I can just mix some sugar with it and she'd probably drink it even more because apparently this girl comes from the game sugar crush.
I sigh and wait outside of the college for school to start.
The first people I see is Russia having Israel clinging onto him.
I quickly hide to see what they say
Israel:"Oh come on baby! I want to start a family"
Russia:" Issy(is-z) I already told you, I'm not ready. I'll probably never be ready, especially after the first time I tried to be a parent. Huge mistake, Parenthood was never made for me! Having kids is a mistake, just drives you nuts, better to stay away from them."
Israel:"I'm here to help! I'll get you ready for kids!"
Russia sighed, clearly pissed.
No wonder he gave up Alaska, he clearly doesn't like kids.
Soon other students arrive
Once the asshole and his innocent but clearly upset-about-the-baby-rejection girlfriend walk off I come out from hiding.
I walk in only to see Russia without Israel but with Timor-Leste.
Russia:"Hey are you crying?"
Timor-Leste nods and sighed
He held out a hand and she took it, I walked over and he saw me. He then held her up and dropped her. She's smaller than Poland and is far weaker than him.
America:"To think I thought you were about to help her"
Russia:"Why would I help a teacher's pet? She gets away with everything, gets everything she asked for, and probably will end up abusing that fact to her advantage "
He said kicking her as she lays in the ground
Timor-Leste:"St-stop please!"
Russia picked her up, threw her at a wall, spat on her, and walked off to his brother who started to scold him.
I go to help treat her wounds as she seems to have broken her arm and has gotten a bloody deep scratch that needs to be disinfected.
Timor-Leste:" thank you...."
America:"It's no problem! I'm studying to become a doctor so I can help anyone who needs it"
I help her to class as she seems weak, I end up skipping a lot of classes other than the class I share with her. She didn't want to go in, but I told her I'd be with her the whole time.
She calmed down a bit at that as we walked in.
Spain:" ah ,mi hermosa querida(my beautiful dear) is finally here, what took so long?"
She winced at what he called her, this definitely isn't the first time he's called her that. Sick bastard.
I was about to say something when I heard slow clapping.
Russia:"Woooooow! The teacher's pet has a nickname! She's so special! Getting every ounce of attention as possible from the professor, pathetic! You need to make it through this class the normal way, not make it through class by being his favorite."
Timor-Leste looks like she feels at fault, heartless bitch. Has no idea what she's been through.

AN: That kid looking like a Christmas ornament