This Is Just Between Us

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Russia pov

After a while America got off and silently walked to his room, holding my hand so I'd follow.
He could probably see that I'm tired.
Once we're in his room I change and then fall face first into the bed.
America:"That search for Louisiana was tiring huh?"
Russia:"The rush I felt when trying to make sure Louisiana was ok gave me energy that wasn't there."
I said, very tired.
I moved myself to lay on the bed properly so America could join, which he did.
I pulled him close, snuggled up to him, and passed out.
He's warm and comforting.
Soon I fell asleep.
It was a nice dream, it was me and America's wedding day and we were saying our vows.

America pov

He's saying wedding vows in Russian while asleep. What the fuck?!
I don't know who he's talking to but I'm assuming it's someone he likes, which I might kill when or if I find out who they are.
Is this how he is when he's dreaming???
I pull out my phone and text Ukraine.

Me: Uhm... does Russia sleep talk?
Killdeer: Oh don't get me STARTED! In highschool he'd sleep talk about dating you, marrying his partners, some stuff I'd rather NOT remember... and he was LOUD! My siblings and I hated it, me especially, because my room was right next to his and we got paper thin walls.
Me: He uhm.... He's saying Russian wedding vows.
Killdeer: Ok what you're gonna do is.... Accept your fate.
Me: I'm sorry what-
Killdeer: There's not much you can do, he's a heavy sleeper so trying to wake him to stop is basically impossible. Water, yelling, smacking, throwing into a pond, shaking, threatening to sacrifice him to his albino animals, ice, hot water, Kazakhstan's socks because he never washed them and to this day he still doesn't, having Belarus say she has a positive pregnancy test, saying I got Canada pregnant, yelling the house is on fire, shooting dad's gun, nothing works and when I say nothing I mean nothing. We even tried stabbing Kazakhstan, not even that worked- you're stuck, unless you wanna try saying you're hurt because back then he treasured you severely. We didn't try because that would be a dick move and we're not like that.
Me: Ok saying I'm hurt is a d¡¢k move but stabbing your own brother isn't?
Killdeer: Pretty much.
I face palm, I'm not going to try saying I'm hurt because that'll freak Russia out because as Ukraine said, Russia treasured me for some reason- I don't want to be an asshole just to wake him up.
Instead I get more comfy than I already was and summoned some stuff to sew.
I was half way done when I picked myself.
America:"Ow! Damnit, pricked myself-"
That's when I hear Russia stop talking and feel myself being sat up and pulled onto a lap.
Not just any lap, Russia's lap.
Russia:"Are you ok?!"
I blink.
This of all things woke him up???
America;"I'm fine Mons Leo, I'm going to be ok."
I said putting my face on his shoulder.
So I could see my phone and text Ukraine that pricking my finger with a sewing needle woke Russia up.
He just sent a 'WTF' and an annoyed face.
After I was done texting Ukraine I went back to facing Russia, snuggling my face into his chest to indicate that I'm fine.
But it seems Russia was still worried.
America:"I just picked myself with a sewing needle, I'm going to be fine..."
Russia:"Are you sure?"
I giggled and cupped his face as I nodded.
He pulled me closer and just held me tight.
Yeah I don't think he's going back to sleep as he's gotten out of bed and has taken me to the kitchen and started to make... hot chocolate?
It doesn't seem like any hot chocolate recipe I've ever seen, and I know all kinds of recipes.
Russia:"How do you make the not solid whip cream?"
America:"You mean soft peaks?"
Russia:"I think? This is what my mom would make when we were hurt, it was a 'secret recipe' well it's what she called it. She just took a regular hot chocolate, replaced milk with what I always called 'liquid whip cream', and she'd mix chocolate flavored vodka into it. She'd then shake the living hell out of it, making it super fluffy! It distracted us from any pain our mother would heal as we drank the fluffy and comforting liquid. Sometimes she'd put brownie chunks on the solid whip cream that I'd eat before drinking my childhood favorite."
I see what he's doing now...
That's actually quite sweet!
I stood up and made some soft peak whipped cream mixed with chocolate vodka that I summoned and saw him fold it in perfectly, it seems he's made it and saw his mother make it thousands of times.
The liquid did seem fluffy at first, but then he put it in a cup with a lid and shook it like it talked shit on his mom and or daughter.
When he poured it into cups I saw it became even more fluffy.
Russia:"Fluffy drink!"
He said childishly happily before taking a sip.
I smiled and took a sip, now understanding why he likes it so much.
It's comforting and it is distracting me from the small amount of pain I feel from pricking my finger.
By the time I had finished a 3rd of my drink I saw Russia getting a 2nd cup.
I giggled at his childish behavior and continued to drink the warm, fluffy, and comforting drink.
America:"Your mom really knew what she was doing huh?"
Russia:"After fleeing her home land because they were very controlling of women? Yeah, she did!"
America:"I- I didn't know-"
Russia:"Nah it's fine, she'd laugh about running away from her country and made it sound really cool. But now that I'm older I see that was the way she coped..."
I had finished my cup so I washed it along with his cup that he finished which made him pout.
Russia:"Heeeeeeyyyyy! That was my cup!"
America:"You're not even drunk this time, why are you being so childish?"
I said playfully, which he responded with a false dramatically betrayed response.
Hand to the heart and all dramatic gasp.
Russia:"To think you cared about me! Was this all a lie? Was what we have all fake? Is our friendship just for show?"
I laughed and grabbed a chair so I can stand on it, just so I can dramatically apologize.
America:"Oh Russia no! I do care about you! I would never lie to you, I love you! This isn't fake, nothing is for show!"
He smirked and I already knew I fell into a trap.
He kissed me and held my hands.
I melted into the kiss, slowly holding his hands back.
Every kiss just feels so loving, I don't know what it is... but sometimes all I want is his lips on mine, his hands holding me in some way.
Rather it be my hands, my waist, my arms, my cheeks...
That when we hear someone clear their throat.
Alaska:"You forgot to trank me and Penny wants more crackers-"
America:"AH!"
I was so startled from our children sneaking up on us, I ended up jumping into Russia's arms who almost fell backwards.
Alaska:"Also Wyoming and I want some of that fluffy hot chocolate."
America:"WHAT ARE YOU THREE DOING OUT OF BED?!"
Pennsylvania:"Four."
Russia:"Four?"
Hawaii:"Four!"
I have my arms wrapped around Russia's neck as he adjusts his arms to hold me properly.
We watched as Pennsylvania digs into one of the pantries and grabs a thing of crackers.
They then sit on the table and just watch.
We watched as the three youngest states push a chair to the cabinet and grabbed three mugs, placing them on the table.
They then got Alaska to get the pot of the fluffy and chocolatey substance and pour it into the mugs.
America:"I get why Penny and Alaska are up, but Wyoming and Hawaii?! You need to explain why you're up."
Alaska:"Wyoming doesn't sleep unless I'm asleep now and Hawaii?"
Hawaii:"I went to go to go to your guy's room but you were missing so I followed Alaska and Wyoming who were following Penny."
She said taking a sip of some of the fluffy liquid, leaving a little bit on her nose.
Russia:"So let me get this straight, Penny just wanted crackers, you weren't tracked which is why Wyoming isn't asleep, and Hawaii wanted to snuggle with us in bed?"
Alaska:"Pretty much."
She said in a 'I don't give a fuck' voice as she took a loooong drink of the hot chocolate.
Alaska:"Mmmmh! It's still warm!"
Wyoming didn't say a word but nodded as he took mini sips of the fluffy hot chocolate.
Pennsylvania left the room once they finished their crackers.
But the 3 youngest? They stayed even after the hot chocolate.
America:"Ok let's get you tranked, Alaska, and Hawaii get in our room."
I had to convince Russia to put me so I can trank our daughter.
Russia:"Good night Ask, good night Yoming."
Russia then picked me up again and brought me to our room, Hawaii following behind.
He put me down and was about to snuggle up with me, but our mini third wheel got in the way.
Russia:"Проклятье! Все, что я хочу сделать, это прижать к себе своего плюшевого мишку и, надеюсь, снова заснуть... но это очаровательное маленькое третье колесо должно быть мешать - ох, кого я шучу, я не могу злиться на нее.(God dammit! All I wanna do is snuggle my teddy bear and hopefully go back to sleep... but this adorable little third wheel has to be in the way- oh who am I kidding I can't stay mad at her.)"
I giggled and watched him snuggle up to her, which I joined.
She yawned and fell asleep between her two dad snuggling her.
Russia:"You know what...?"
Russia said in a whisper.
America:"What..."
I replied in a whisper back.
Russia:"I could get used to this..."
He said kissing her on the forehead and then me on the lips before just staring into my eyes for the rest of the night.
......
Every time I'm with him, my heart pounds and I can't help but to smile....
I don't know what it is about him... but sometimes I just think of a future with him....
A beautiful cake with a wonderful wedding....
Child of our own....
Just me and him.... Him and me...

Just us.... Just us.
No one else....
Thus why Sweden needs to go...
He's in my way.
My way to what exactly?
I don't know yet.
But I know he's in the way.
He's in the way of just us.....
It'll be just us one day Russia, I'll make sure of it...

AN: Killdeers are apparently really stupid birds! My mate came up with that being Ukraine's nickname