This Is Just Between Us

It's just platonic right?

Russia pov
(art by my pumpkin crowsong on YouTube, Tumblr, and Wattpad {Rainbowstar772} )

Welp. An 11 year old kid just gave me a therapy session...
This is what my life has gotten to.
Massachusetts:"I'll be seeing you next week! Both for my practice and your mental state, also do you mind sending Georgia in here?"
I nodded and walked out.
Going to the living room I smell something wonderful coming from the kitchen.
Russia:"1. Peaches, Massachusetts wants you and 2. Do I smell chocolate?"
Georgia:" I don't need-"
Massachusetts:"Dad already told me to give you a session, get in my room and lay on my bed!"
Massachusetts yelled from his room.
Russia:"He is really good for an 11 year old, anyways, CHOCOLATE!"
I said picking up Alaska and running into the kitchen.
America:"AH! GREAT MOM AND GRANDPA, YOU SCARED THE SKITTLES OUT OF ME!"
West Virginia:"Tittie Skittles-"
Georgia:"STOP CALLING THEM THAT WEST VIRGINIA!"
Alaska:"дерьмо(shit ) and грудь(tittie) Skittles aside, what are you making?"
I laughed at what she said.
America:" Har har, real funny. I'm making a chocolate and strawberry vodka cake."
Michigan:"Is that the vodka I bought with my own money?"
America:"No Michigan. I summoned this."
Michigan squinted at the bottle.
Michigan:"That's not the brand I use, just checking!"
I put Alaska on a counter and look at America who's clearly annoyed.
It's at this point I see that Alaska looks a little tired.
Russia:"Alaska? Are you ok? Have you taken in what gives you energy?"
Alaska:"No, I've been running off my spunk and the sugar substitutes I was given from Minnesota...."
America:"UGH! Minnesota!"
In came the strangely buff child.
Minnesota:"Yeah dad?"
America:"What have I told you about giving Alaska sugar substitutes? They don't substitute the energy the sugar gives her."
Minnesota:"I just want her to be healthy."
Alaska:"СУКА?! Сахар не действует на меня так, как на тебя, мое тело питается им! Вместе с лимонами, которых у нас больше нет, и водкой, которую ты все время отбирал у меня! Джорджия твердила тебе остановиться! Но НЕЕЕЕТ, ты хочешь убрать из моего рациона алкоголь и сахар. Я не набираю вес от него, потому что мое тело использует его так быстро, чтобы дать мне энергию.(BITCH?! Sugar doesn't affect me like it would for you, my body runs on it! Along with lemons which we no longer have and vodka which you kept taking away from me! Georgia kept telling you to stop! But NOOOO, you want to cut alcohol and sugar out of my diet. I don't gain weight from it because my body uses it so fast to give me energy.)"
America:"Really? I already told ALL of you that she's allowed to drink vodka because it's one of her energy sources."
Russia:"Plus she's half Russian."
Minnesota:"But it's still not good for her- hey! Quit giving a 6 year old alcohol!"
That was a response to me giving Alaska my flask.
Alaska:"Thank you papa..."
Russia:"Let's get you some spiked lemonade."
America:"Already got it, here Alaska."
She chugged the lemonade and already looked better.
Alaska:"Now that I'm energized again... MINNESOTA I'M GOING TO BEAT YOU TO A PULP!"
She said hopping off the counter and quickly chasing a very scared Minnesota.
America:"Minnesota is the one who exercises, yet Alaska is still stronger than him."
Russia:"It's in her blood, Soviets are strong as hell."
I said dipping my finger in the batter to put it in my mouth.
America:"Russia!"
I had already stuck my finger in my mouth.
Russia:"MHM! This is good! No... AMAZING! Although it could go for more chocolate..."
America:"It's a chocolate dessert, how much more chocolate do you want?"
I went digging around and found chocolate chips, chocolate chunks, and chocolate bars!
I then brought it over to him.
Russia:"Add."
He giggled and put the things I brought out inside the batter.
When he was done I was munching on a chocolate bar.
America:"I knew you were a chocoholic just like Alaska, but holy sprite!"
Russia:"You can curse around me... teddy bear."
I said the last part after I took a look around, the states are not in the living room nor the kitchen.
America:"I'm just not one for cursing."
Russia:"Haha, wuss."
I said playfully, meaning no harm or ill intent.
America:"If not cursing makes me a wuss, I'm a fucking wuss!"
I laughed and stuffed my face in his hair.
I smirk, I'm in the mood to be fucking with him.
Face still stuffed in his hair I moved behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist.
America:"Wh-what are you doing?"
I take my face out of his arm and smirk.
Russia:"Loving you?"
I see him go red.
I stuck one of my hands under his shirt that he seems to have changed to during my therapy session, just a bit, but that's when I realized something was off.
I took my hand out and went to rub his arm...
I step back very confused.
Russia:"America.... I think you have some form of skin disease- either that or you skinned someone and are now wearing their skin-"
America blinks and puts the batter into a heart shaped pan and then turns to me.
America:"These are what I call sleeves, they basically hide my skin."
Russia:"Why are you hiding your skin? Is it because of war scars? Because if that's the case every land person and some humans have them!"
America:" Pfft, nah, I wear my scars with pride! Mom says that every scar shows that I'm a survivor! And that she loves me but that's a story for another day. What I'm hiding isn't my scars, they're something else."
Russia:"Show me! Pretty please!"
America set a timer and then took me to his room.
Once we're in he locked the door-
Russia:"Whoa whoa, America I have a girlfriend-"
America:"I'm not trying to get laid. I'm showing you, SOME, of what I'm hiding."
He slowly took some stuff off his arms.
Russia:"You have... you have... YOU HAVE FRECKLES?! OH MY FUCKING GOD!"
America:"I get it, they're ug-"
I started to touch each freckle I could reach.
Russia:" Freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle freckle"
America seems very confused.
Russia:"I just used the lord's name in vain but it's worth it, they are so fucking adorable! I didn't think you could get any cuter, but then I learned about this?! I could have been dating this but nope, I decided to go with Israel. Eh, she's a great girlfriend!"
America sighed and shook his head.
America:"They're not that cute..."
Russia:"Listen, I'm an expert at telling what is cute and what isn't! Alaska? Cute. You? Extremely and will forever be cute. Israel? Adorable. My siblings? They're not cute, they're perfect. Animals that aren't birds, other than chickens? Almost as cute as you. The states? They're my family so they're also perfect."
I said proudly, fists on my hips
America:"I'll forever be extremely cute?"
And there goes my pride.
I can tell my face is red but I'm going to pretend my embarrassment doesn't exist.
America:"Russia... that's so sweet of you!"
He said, giving me a strange smile.
He held my hands and kissed me. Again.
This is the 2nd time I've kissed him sober.
I kiss back as I always do.
I like kissing him, but every time we kiss it's a mixture of feeling loved, joy, and guilt...
When we let go I slightly and gently push him away, only a bit.
America:"Sorry... I know you have a girlfriend and-"
Russia:"I just feel guilty because I prefer kissing you over her."
America:"Was not expecting that-"
Russia:"Yeah you also didn't expect me to actually give a shit about our daughter, yet here I am. You also didn't expect me to have, well, a heart. You also made fun of the fact my mother is dead."
America:"Yeah.. I'm sorry about that, I didn't know she was actually dead."
Russia:"It's fine, I did call your mom a horrid freak back in highschool, so I say we're even on that part."
I said with a small laugh...
I sigh and grab him as I fall onto the bed.
America:"Ah! Russia! What are you- Hahahaha!"
I was roaming his body to find his tickle spot, once it was found I started to tickle him.
This went on for a while.
Russia:"You have no clue how bad I wanted to do that in highschool, just having you in my bed which is your bed in this situation, tickling you and just expressing how much I loved you... haha, guess I can give you some platonic love right? Unless you don't want it to be platonic~"
America:"Huh?!"
I put my hand on his cheek and smirk before softening my eyes and making my smirk more gentle. Thank god Indonesia taught me how to act out facial expressions so I would get away with a lot more shit in highschool than I would've if he hadn't taught me how to fake emotions.
Having friends in theater is very useful.
Russia:"Я тебя люблю(I love you)~"
He goes red before realizing what I'm doing.
America:"Te quoque amo(I love you too)."
I give a confused look.
Russia:"I picked up 'I love you' the rest? No clue."
America:" 'Te quoque amo' means 'I love you too' in Latin."
I blink and tint a bit, we're just playing around Russia. You have a girlfriend. GET IT TOGETHER! He's just an old middle and highschool crush that you are 97% over- I mean 100%.
Russia:"You love me huh?"
I said in a joking tone.
America:"Definitely."
He said in an also joking tone.
We laughed as I held him close, giving him a very tight and platonically loving hug.
America hugged back and mumbled something.
Russia:"What was that?"
America:"Nothing! Hehehe!"
Just then we heard the timer go off.
We both got off the bed and went downstairs.