It's Always Been Briar

Chapter 34.

'Close the door on your way out, or don't, I don't care if y'all wanna watch. Just don't cross the threshold and bother us.' I added while I see out of the corner of my eye that she is grabbing my clothes that she had on earlier.

She is heartbroken, I can see it but so the fuck am I. Can she see it? It doesn't matter. So I'm going to do the only thing I always do when feelings are too fucking much. Seek comfort in my best friend, except this time I'm going to fuck the hurt away with her.

'Come here, babe. Which way do you wanna do first? You still want it from behind?' I ask her while getting her up and having her sit on the edge of the bed with me in between her legs. She grabs my waist and it feels so nice. She rub her hands over my abs, up my chest, and over to my arms.

I hear the door open and Briar walk out but I don't here it click close. Not a problem, Briar and Chase are going to just hurt themselves if they watch.

'The door is still open.' Lenny whispers into my chest. I grab the side of her head and bring my lips to her ear and whisperer back. 'Does that bother you? Do you want to stop? Want me to close it?'

'No! I don't wanna stop. It fucking turns me on. I love the idea that someone might be watching.' She whispers with a smile. I laugh, pulling back to look look at her. Her eyes are fucking pin pricks. 'What did you take, Len?'

'Ummm, this like hybrid X that is supposed to make your libido go through the fucking roof. Which it did, beautifully.' She smiles.

'Is that what I'm on, with Viagara?'

She nods.

'Anything else?' I ask. She shrugs. Ok. I can deal with that, now that I know mostly what I took.

'Why did you take something Len?' I ask. She has a sad face now and looks at her lap when she quietly says, 'I didn't know if you were going to change your mind about fucking me. So I took it to help my nervousness and help me get you.'

I grab both sides of her face and make her look at me. 'Babe, I would never and have never changed my mind about wanting to fuck you. I have wanted to fuck you since we were little teenagers. And it's not a want like it was to fuck every girl that crossed my path.

I wanted you and I should have had you. We have never wanted a relationship with each other and that is fine. But we should have added sex to our friendship a long time again. It would have made our relationship so much stronger.

I'm sorry for never going for it. I was always scared that you would never want to do that with me, so I just didn't try. And then you had to go and tie my fucking hands with dating Chase. Bros before hoes shouldn't have been a factor in our relationship at all. I'm so sorry, if it's too late for sex to be added to our friendship. I love you so much.'

'I love you so much, Riv. I always have and I always will.' She smiles.

'Same babe.' I smile back.

'Bend me over the bed and take what you want from me, River. I trust you.' She tells me with the most honest expression so I know she means it.

'Fuck, Lenyx. I know you said no kissing, bu-'

'Kiss me, River.' She whispers. 'Kiss me so fucking hard.' My heart explodes and I suddenly feel so fucking happy. I smile at her and she nods. I'm still holding one of her cheeks so I move my hand to her neck and I give her what she wants, I fucking kiss her so hard.

Oh

My

God!

I moan into her mouth and she takes the opportunity to slip her tongue into my mouth and deepen the kiss. Her arms go around me and she starts pulling my hair. She pulls my hair back hard to tilt my head back and expose my neck which she is now kissing all over.

'Oooooh fuck, Lenyx.' I groan as she latches herself to my right collarbone. 'That feels so good.'

She smiles against my skin. But I hear a gasp from the door. I know it's Briar so there is no point in looking. I can tell Lenny is looking over her shoulder and I know someone is still there because she wraps her legs around me and pulls me closer, with her arms around my middle. Still pulling my head back.

Lenny releases my skin and lets go of my hair. So I  look at the mark she left me and I smile.

'You bad girl. That just earned you a couple of spankings.' I tease her and her eyes fill will with delight.

'I know that you are probably still a long way off but when you cum, I wanna suck you off.' She looks at me with questioning eyes. I nod my head and say 'Ok, babe. If that's where you want it, I'll be happy to send it down your throat. But now, let's get you bent over to get your spankings.'

We both smile at each other and I help her stand up and turn around, so her back is to my chest. Catching Lenny off guard, I shove her top half on the bed. I step to the left a little and crack an open hand smack on her left cheek. I immediately follow and crack her on the right cheek with the same smack. Moving directly behind her, I listen to her screams and ouchies turn to moans as I rub my hands over her red marks.

Taking my right hand and dipping into her core, she is even wetter. 'You naughty girl, Lenyx. Did those spanks turn you on? You are soak, babe.' I tease her with words a little and then I start teasing her with the tip of my cock. Still rip-roarin and ready to go.

'Ready?'

'Yes!'

That's all I need to line up and start pushing myself in. Fuck, she is tight. She feels amazing! It doesn't take long till I'm all the way in.

'Fuck, babe. You are squeezing me, you are so tight. How do you feel?'

'So good, Riv. Please start moving. Fuck me your hardest, I want everything you got!'

I smile and tell her. 'You asked for it!' And I start fucking pounding her. We are both moaning at how good it feels. I throw my head back and revel in the feeling. Why did we wait so long to sleep together?

My head is more clear, I no longer feel high on the X. So now I need to think about what happens next?

Do I forgive Briar and we go back to being us?

Do I forgive Briar, we go back to being us, and now I can fuck Lenyx?

Do I forget Briar and return to my old single life?

Do I forget Briar, return to my old single life, and now I can fuck Lenyx?

Ok, so basically I need to take the rest of the night and keep fucking my best friend. Then decide if being friends with benefits with Lenyx is something I want in my life. After I figure that out I think the Briar part of my life will fall into place.

'Oh god, River! You are so fucking deep, you are poking my goddamn lungs!' She tells me through her moans.

'Are you complaining?' I ask.

'Not a chance! I'm complimenting you, babe!' She replies.

'Since when do you call me babe?' I ask through my heavy breaths.

'Since right-fucking-now. Do you like it? Fuck, River!' She screams.

'Yeah, I like it. Keep calling me that.' I moan.

I spend a little more time pounding into her before I decide I want to change the pace. I feel like I'm going to be able to cum and it is a much-welcomed feeling. I think I'll get some Viagara to have, just cause, for times when I want to be hard for a really long time but not cumming. I mean, I don't need help getting hard or staying hard but it's been kinda fun fucking for this long and not spilling a drop.

But I can't stop thinking about what the fuck I am going to do about Briar.