It's Always Been Briar

Chapter 63.

Briar's P.O.V.

It's been 2 weeks since I was finally able to wake up. Being in the coma was such a weird experience. It felt like when you are sleeping really deep and your alarm goes off or you know you need to wake up, but you just can't.

Your body wants to rest and it's impossible to open your eyes. I could hear people and the machines when I would get to that almost awake stage but my body and eyelids felt like they weighed a million pounds.

When I was finally able to open my eyes I felt someone holding my hand. Within seconds, I knew it was River that was snuggling me. I think I always knew when he was there with me because there were times I felt more peaceful. It had to be when he was touching me.

I am beyond excited that we are having twins. When River told me they found two babies and that he was so happy, it made me emotional. I have always wanted a family and a family with River is beyond my wildest dreams. But to be blessed to have 2 of his babies, this time, I couldn't be more thrilled. Sure it will be hard work but I know River is going to be a wonderful dad.

He is already so great with little baby Josie. Hunter and Chase have brought her to see me, every few days. Fuck, if I wasn't already almost 20 weeks pregnant with twins, my baby fever would be out of control! I know River and I have joked about it before but I think I will be perfectly fine having him pumping me full of babies.

Speaking of sex, I need it. Bad.

However, the wonderful love of my life won't give me any. Not even a quick finger bang and I am dying. I have no idea how he hasn't had a release in almost 2 months. He told me about how he just couldn't even get hard when I was out. I feel bad that he wasn't able to curb his needs but I HAVE NEEDS. I should be able to go home later today so that should help increase my chances of getting fucked, I hope.

In the last two weeks, the doctor has said that I have made remarkable progress. My leg is healed. I am able to walk with just a cane and no other assistance. Which, I honestly don't need the cane but it helps everyone else feel better.

I also have been put through many tests to see if I sustained any brain damage from the accident. Again, the doctors seem to be a little shocked that I can do all the tasks and answer all the questions they ask me.

I feel like I'm back to 93%. My legs do get a little tired if I have to use them for an extended period of time but nothing I can't push through.

The babies are also doing well and are growing accordingly. We did find out that we are having identical boys! Everyone is so excited! I can't wait to meet them but we are only halfway there.

Even though I'm not sure I find it necessary, I have been placed on modified bed rest. I think it is for a combination of making sure my pregnancy stays healthy and for my overall recovery from the accident. The doctor has restricted all lifting, even lightweight. I am not supposed to stand for longer than 5 minutes at a time, walk past 1/4 mile at a time, and minimize my use of stairs. Which I have been told I have to side step.

I called the doctor for a meeting when River was out playing a game. I wanted to talk to him in private about what is restricted, sexually. He laughed at me a little but understood that my husband would probably be against any form of pleasuring.

River thinks he is going to hurt me and the babies if he puts his cock anywhere near me. However, the doctor said that we can resume most of our normal activities. We just need to be mindful of roughness and to stop if I feel any pain or excessive pressure.

All the same things I was told at my first prenatal appointment.

Now that I have the green light from the doctor, I am going to seduce the fuck out of my husband when we get home.