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【Tweek Ending】Peace

〖Tweek's P.o.v〗

If heaven is a place on earth, then it's with you. You're heaven. I'm not even Christian, but being with you makes me think that a place like heaven is real. A place so calm, where everything is at ease. Even if everything around me falls apart, being beside you would be enough to silence my worries, anxieties, and paranoia.

I'm not perfect, far from it actually. But for some reason, you're choosing me.

If that's what this is...

She took my hand and dragged me further away from the group. Further down the forest, but still close to the river, she finally stopped. We were far enough from the others so they wouldn't hear us, but close enough so that we could see the fireworks. If they manage to get it lit.

I hope they don't start a fire though, we'd get in so much trouble. Or worse! We might start a forest fire, and that could lead to animals dying, or us dying! Or we could go to jail! Or—

I was snapped out of my thoughts, as a hand was placed on my cheek.

I looked down at her, and her beautiful (e/c) eyes were staring into mine. They were so mesmerizing, I could be lost in them forever.

"Tweek," She said my name softly.

I always hated my name. I always wondered why my parents would give me the same name as my last name but just spelled differently. But when you say it, it feels so right. Anything that comes out of your mouth sounds so right. Your voice, your tone, your lips when you speak. Everything about you draws me in. You don't know what you do to me (Y/n).

"Tweek? You're spacing out, did you hear what I said?" She asked, leaning up toward me.

"Agh! I— uh! Sorry! I was just confused! Why'd you bring me out here?"

She smiled, and laughed, "Well if you were listening, you would know!"

Crap! Was she saying something important?! I got so distracted, I was barely even listening.

She continued on, but I couldn't hear anything. I stared down at her, watching her (e/c) eyes dart between mine and away. She seems to be acting a bit shy.

My eyes trailed down to her lips.

It's been forever since I kissed her. I want to kiss her. But, agh! It's way too much pressure! I tried earlier, but she didn't want to! What if she doesn't like me anymore?! Agh! It's too much!

You know what, don't think, don't think, don't think. Just do it!

I leaned down and placed my lips on hers. She seemed surprised at first, but went with it, moving her hands up to cup my face. Her lips moved perfectly against mine. I moved my arms down around her waist to press her body against mine. We kissed for a few more seconds before I pulled away out of nervousness.

She looked up at me with a smile, "I wasn't finished talking yknow,"

"Agh! Sorry! I couldn't help myself, I kept overthinking, and overthinking, and then I just, I just did it!"

"Well I hope you make more moves like that from this point on, that is if..,"

"If?"

"If you feel the same way I do," she bit her lip slightly, seeming nervous.

I do feel the same way. If anything, I think I feel for you more than you realize.

"(Y/n)..."

"Tweek, I know we've been through a lot. In the time we were together, I wasn't fair to you. You were right, I was being manipulative of your feelings. You were mine at that point, and I should've prioritized your feelings over any other guy. I've grown a lot since, and I know I don't deserve you but, if you give me a chance, I promise to be the best girlfriend I can,"

"(Y/n),"

"Since I've known you, I've always been attracted to you, inside and out. You were this guy who seemed to be freaking out over every little thing, always fixating on these farfetched scenarios. At first it seemed really funny to me, but then it wasn't. I realized this was who you were, and it's difficult for you to live that way. Seeing you like this, I wanted to help you, get closer to you, I wanted to be someone you could trust and vent to. I wanted to be your safe space. And for I while I felt like that's what I was to you, and for me, you were that too. And yet, somehow I managed to mess things up with you. I... betrayed you, and I'm beyond sorry for that. But... even though I messed up, I can't help but think of you. Especially now after everything's calmed back down, my mind won't stop bugging me. It's you Tweek. You're all that's on my mind. Sometimes I can't sleep, because of how much I— "

"(Y/n)," I smiled.

"Yeah?" She looked up at me with a nervous look.

"I love you,"

"Tweek, I... I love you too!" She said happily, jumping up at me, and pulling me down into a hug. Her arms wrapped around my neck, and I moved mine down to her waist.

I can't believe it. I can't believe it! It's me! It's me who she thinks about! She... she loves me!

"(Y/n), I know you think what happened then was your fault, but it wasn't. Truth is, you're a kind person (Y/n). You hate seeing people you care about get hurt, and in that moment, you just wanted to help. Don't worry about the past (Y/n), because now that you're with me, we can start brand new," I held her hands, staring down at her.

"Tweek.... You've changed so much since we met," She remarked.

"Because of you (Y/n). Every change I've had was because of you. You've made my life so much better. My overthinking, my anxieties, when I'm with you they just settle down. I don't know how you do it, if anything, you don't even have to do anything. By just being around you, all the stresses in my mind just come to a stop. You're the only person in the world who can do this to me (Y/n). Sure, I'll always be jittery and anxious, but that's just who I am, yet somehow, with you, they quiet down ...I love you (Y/n)! So much more than you realize. It's because of you that I've changed," I confessed.

"Oh, Tweek," She said through tears.

I smiled, and leaned down, resting my forehead against hers.

She leaned up toward me placing her lips onto mine. I returned the kiss,

This night can't get any better. Everything's so calm. The soft winds, the flowing river, my mind finally at peace. And of course you, (Y/n). You right here, in front of me, lips pressed against mine. The fact that you're officially mine. Everything's so perfect, I could cry...

I pulled away to stare at her beautiful face.

A smile overcame me, "(Y/n), I— agh!"

A loud, sudden boom was heard, and I flinched upon hearing it. Looking up, I saw the sky erupt in shining colors, green, white and blue. They were loud, and bright, catching my attention, at first. That is until I heard your laugh.

I looked over at you and were laughing hard.

"Hahahah, Tweek, your reaction was so funny!" She laughed.

"(Y/n)... stop teasing me!"

"Sorry, sorry! I guess some things don't change!" She laughed.

I couldn't help but smile wide, at her joyous expression. The fireworks continued to go off, but I couldn't think about them, and the possible consequences they'd lead to. All I could think about was you, (Y/n).

I pulled her close to me, and her laughing stopped. Her (e/c) eyes looked into mine.

"I love you," I recited.

"I love you too Tweek,"