𝙀𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙚 || 𝙎𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝 𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙑𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 ||

【Afterword】

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〖Your P.o.v〗

Finally, things are back to normal! For the most part. My parents are still alive so that's a plus. They also don't do drugs anymore, a double plus. I've been working a lot more on my mental health, taking small steps at a time to get better, so yeah, triple plus. I've been talking a lot with close friends, mostly Kyle. Oh yeah, and my brother and I have been going to a LOT of therapy. Things have been doing a lot better.

But in the last few weeks, I've doing a lot of thinking. LIKE, a lot of thinking. Especially with my thoughts about Kenny, Stan, Craig, Kyle, Tweek, and Clyde... This whole thing with losing my parents, losing Kenny, watching friends and family fall apart, along with dealing with my own shit. It all showed me one thing.

Anything and everything can happen at any time. I have to keep living my life with no regrets. 

And, this is the first step.

Today I've decided to finally just do it. I'm gonna come completely clean and tell him how I feel. Thinking through everyone that I've ever had feelings for, he stands out the most... He needs me, and I need him.

I just hope this all turns out okay.

A knock was heard at my door.

"Come in!" I shouted from my bed.

Right now I was playing (favorite video game) on (pc/console).

In came Craig, Tweek, Tolkien, Clyde, and Jimmy.

"Oh, hey guys, " I greeted, shutting my game off.

Some of them sat on my bed, others sat on the (f/c) saucer chairs I had in my room.

"We're bored and got nothing to do," Craig laid back on my bed, picking up a plush (animal). He started tossing the plush up in the air and catching it over and over.

Gee, he really is bored.

"We came over, to see if you had anything in mind," Tweek said.

"We could go to the movies," Clyde suggested.

"Nah, there's nothing good," Tolkien said.

"How about we write jokes! I mean c-mon! A good laugh would be—"

"No," Craig and Clyde said in sync.

"Oh, I know! These last few weeks we've done nothing but do stressful shit, like saving the town, we should just relax by the river on the edge of town. It's summer after all," Tweek said.

"Hey, that's not—"

"What are you gaywads up to?" Cartman made his way into my room, with Kenny, Kyle, Stan, Butters, and Dovahkiin following after them. Some of them sat on the floor, others just stood.

"We were gonna go chill by the river on the edge of town," Tolkien said.

"We are? That sounds boring as fuck," Cartman complained.

"That's the point dipshit, we've had a rough last couple of months because of YOU, so we're just gonna take some time to ourselves," Craig said nonchalantly.

"Yeah, what he said," I added with an amused smile.

This is it. This is my chance to tell him! Sometime today, I'll get some time alone with him, and then tell him! It's perfect. I just hope he still feels the same way.

"Huh, that doesn't so bad," Kyle said with a thinking face.

"Who said you guys were invited?" Clyde asked.