Our Love, Your Demise [18+]

Chapter 33

No matter how hard I tried to fall asleep, I couldn't. Everything that happened a few hours ago kept on going through my head, and I just felt disgusted with myself.

Tears were falling down my face silently as Jake slept behind me. I couldn't close my eyes because all I saw was what happened in that bedroom on the island.

I wanted those touches off me. All I wanted was Jake's touches on me and feeling our baby grow inside me. I couldn't help but let out a choked sob as I cried as all I felt was those touches.

"Hey. Baby." Jake whispers, pushing me down on my back and holding my face as I cried. Louder this time, and I could feel my hands trying to claw my skin to get rid of the touches.

"The touches. I WANT THOSE TOUCHES OFF ME." I shouted hysterically. Jake's eyes widened before bringing my arms above my head and resting his head against mine.

"Breathe, baby. You're having a panic attack. Breathe for me." Jake whispers before pulling away and breathing in and then out. My eyes squeezed close, and my hands went in fists as I shook my head.

"I WANT THEM OFF ME." I shouted hysterically again and screamed loudly. Jake got on top of me to stop my legs moving as I tried to kick.

"Aurora. Think of me. Think of our little baby. Feel our baby kicking. We're here for you." Jake whispers softly as I cry loudly. There was knocking at our door, but Jake didn't shout he kept his eyes on mine and continued to breathe in and out.

"Please." I cried before opening my eyes and looking into Jake's, who smiles down at me calmy before resting his head against mine.

"Breathe with me, Aurora." Jake whispers before breathing in and out. Slowly, I feel myself starting to do the same, and I can feel myself calming down. I could also feel our baby moving around, and I could feel myself smiling slightly when I was able to breathe again.

"Please get the touches off my body. I want your touches." I whispered desperately as Jake smiled and kissed my forehead gently.

"Have some water first for me. You just had a panic attack." Jake whispers before moving off me, and I quickly follow and hold his hand tightly.

"Don't leave me." I whispered, wrapping my arms around his waist. There was someone knocking at the door still, and I saw Jake's eyes go in that direction.

"Put my shirt on a minute." Jake whispers, kissing my forehead before moving to grab it from the floor. I follow close behind him and let him put it on me and do the buttons up.

"Jake." Our heads go to the door hearing Desmond knocking. Jake moves behind me to put his trousers on quickly before taking my hand in his and leading us towards the door.

"Hey." Jake whispered, opening the door to see Desmond and Chris standing there with a small smile on their face.

"We all heard lassie. Is she okay." Chris whispers. I smile slightly behind Jake and move into their view, and I see them smile slightly towards me as Desmond opens his arms cautiously, but I run into them and hug him tightly.

"You're alright, sweetheart. None of us would have let anything happen to you or the other girls." Desmomd whispers, rubbing my back slowly, and I could feel some tears coming back to my eyes, but I squeezed them tightly as I didn't want to cry no more.

"You're strong, lassie. You're stronger than any of us men out here. I admire you so much." Chris says next to me, and I pull away from Desmond to see Chris wiping a few tears. I smile and wrap my arms tightly around his neck.

"I know we said we didn't need help. But we need one of you for the moment." Desmond says sheepishly, and I smile, knowing he wanted Jake to help. I hear Jake chuckle softly before walking onto the deck.