To be married with (De Viola #3)

Prologue

Prologue

"Mom, I want to be an architect..." laban ko. I want to explore my will, ayokong mag engineer, ayokong sumunod kay Ate Flora.

"That's my final decision, hindi kita pag-aaralin kung ayaw mong mag-aral," sambit ni Mommy. Napapadyak ako, but I want to be architect.

Hindi ko kasi sinasabi kila Jerald na gusto ko 'yun kaysa sa engineering, I want to know my passion, hindi 'yung kinocontrol ako. My Ate Flora is right, I'm legal age now naman at alam kong makakatulong ang sarili kong decision para sa akin.

Ampon ako, tama naman. Kami ni Archase ay adopted lang, but she spoiled me of everthing I want kaya nakukuha ko agad. Everyone knew it, this is my weakness pagdating sa pamilya, hindi kasi kami pinilit na mag-aral dahil kusa kaming nag-aral.

Iisipin ko pa lang na magiging ganito si Archase sa akin, whose my younger brother I suddenly felt guilty for that.

I want him to know that I will support him for every decisions he make, I want to be his side but for now I want to fulfill my Mom's dream.

But how? I don't want this.

Tumakbo na ang buhay ko kakasunod sa kanila, I want to decide for myself now, but how I do that? I have not enough power to do that, alam ko naman na may mga taong nakatingin sa akin, and daming gustong maging failed ako sa lahat ng bagay.

They want to prove themselves na sila ang tama at kailangan kong itama ang mga decisions ko.

"And my husband decided for your better future with your soon to be husband..." mas lalo akong nanggalaiti.

Pati ba naman iyon, kailangan ko rin ng opinion ko bago duon. I have standards for man that I'm willing to be married with.

Sana lang huwag na nilang ituloy, arrange marriage ofcourse, ganuon naman ang sinasabi nila kay Kuya Augustus, they want to choose who's woman will be my Kuya's wife but I don't agree with that at hindi rin nag-aagree si Kuya Augustus.

Alam ko, may mas better na babae para sa kaniya hindi 'yung magdedecide sila Mom and Dad for that, that his privacy!

"Mom, I want to be wise pagdating sa mga lalaki... I want to know him first, ayoko pang magsettle for that, I'm too young for marriage," sambit ko na.

"Hindi naman agad ay ikakasal kayo, I will gurantee na makilala mo pa siya ng maayos... I'm sure you will like it too... don't worry, Navi..."

Wala na akong nagawa, buong gabi akong nag-isip kung sino ang lalaking 'yon. Kung sino man siya, he's unlucky! I'm not that type of person na magaling sa kama, I'm innocent for that! Ew.

Sa sobrang pag-iisip ko ay nakatulog na ako, kinakabukasan ay nagising na rin. I just woke up and do some morning routines, skin care, brushing teeth, and higit sa lahat naligo ako. Ofcourse! Hindi ako makakaalis kung hindi ako maliligo hano? Pero in some case, hindi naman ako bumabaho kahit hindi ako naliligo.

I'll stay fresh kahit na hindi ako maligo!

Kuya Cutler is been busy lately dahil hinahawakan niya ang private hospital kung saan siya nagtatrabaho, I'm proud him dahil sobrang galing niya talaga! Kahit na ganuon, kinokontrol ni Mommy 'yon but it's limited.

Kayang sagut-sagutin ni Kuya Cutler si Mom and Dad, hindi nila ito nacocontrol sa ibang bagay kaysa sa akin. Kahit yata paghinga ko, kontrolado na nila.

"Be ready next month, I will introduce you to him..." she said, nagpakawala ako ng buntong hininga. Ano pa bang magagawa ko? I will not having to do with that at all.