Chapter 84

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Dani's POV-

As I placed my last stuff into my suit case, I couldn't help but sit on the floor and cry. The last thing I wanted to do was leave. I was finally loving the tour, and was having so much fun. But I, as the dumbass person I am, I had to slip, and tell Demi about it. She wouldn't be sending me home if I didnt tell her. I know she's trying to help, and that's what I wanted. 'Her Help'. But instead she's sending me to mom. I don't want to leave.

As I'm thinking about that, my mind couldn't help but wonder over to Lauren. After finally getting our relationship back to the way it was, I'm leaving...and I'm not going to see her anymore. I'm not going to feel that safe feeling I feel when she huggs me, letting me know that she was there. Her kisses were going to be no more, alongside with her voice which I will definitely miss so damn much. Damn, it sounds like I'm dying and I'm leaving Lauren for good. Shit. I don't want to think like that.

After I took a few more minutes of thinking, I stood up from the floor and went over to Lauren's hotel room. I knocked till Dinah opened the door with a sleepy look. She might have been taking a nap.

"Hey Red. What's happening" she asked rubbing her eyes.

"Sorry to bother you DJ. Is Lauren here?" I asked softly. She half smiled opening the door wider for me to come in. She closed the door and I notice she wasn't there. Maybe went with Val. I walked over and notice Lauren on her laptop sitting on the bed, with snack wrappers all around. I walked over to her slowly and gently slid under the covers. "Can you hug me?" I whispered. She looked down at me startled and closed her laptop, giving me her full attention.

"Hey! I missed you!" She cooed as she laid next to me. "I felt like I haven't seen you in ages. Where have you been?"

"My room talking to Demi, and just laying around. I'm not feeling to well. Can we cuddle?" Without hesitation, Lauren wrapped her arm around my waist, pulling me closer to her till my face was touching her chest. "I love you" I said after a few minutes of silence.

"And I love you baby" she kissed my head and rocked me from side to side. "By the way, Camila and Normani have Ray" I nodded against her chest.

I can't leave! I don't wanna! I just don't want to miss Lauren's arms so much. Her sent that calmed me down every time I had a panic attack. I began to silently cry into her chest gripping onto her black Bob Marley shirt.

"Hey, why are you crying?" I shook my head that I wasn't. But she didn't believe me and held me tighter. "Dan, my shirts getting wet. Now, why are crying, Princess" I sat up and shrugged.

"I don't know. I just started thinking about things" I knew she was going to ask me about what, so I had to come up with a lie. I couldn't tell her the real reason.

"Well, what were you thinking that made you sad?" She whipped my tears giving me a concern expression.

"The end of tour. What's going to happen? I know we have to go separate ways, but-" she cut me off by capturing my lips with hers. And this lie, was actually something I have been thinking about for awhile.

"Stop talking like that" she said as she pulled away. "Im not going to lie to you and say we are going to see each other all the time, because we can't. There will be times when we will see each other, but it will probably only be on breaks. You now have the same job that Demi and I have. Its going to be tough. There will be times were you'll be in one place, and I'll be miles and miles away in another. Different time zones. I'm not saying we won't see each other , cause we will. I'm just saying, we have to be strong for one another and have our phones always charged, and make sure to keep our laptops close. I can't and I won't lose you, baby. I will do whatever it takes to keep this relationship going" I slapped her arm and sobbed into my hands. "What did I do now, Dan?" She panicked pulling me into her arms.

"You! Your just really amazing" I felt her smirk and nodding, taking my hands into hers. "And fucking adorable, weirdo!"

"Your not to bad yourself" she giggled. "Now stop crying, and let's go get something to eat.

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The pizza joint we decided to go to was only a few buildings down the hotel. When we entered, we notice Demi and Ally talking in the back of the room, waiting for their pizzas. Ally looked upset at whatever they were talking about, and I knew it was about me.

"Let's go eat with the-"

"No, let them enjoy their lunch. I just want it to be us" I pleaded grabbing on to her arm. Before she can nod her head, Big Rob, Joey, and Max walked over to us with a smile.

"Ally and Demi want you guys to join" Max said. I sighed deeply and looked at Lauren who had a pleading smile playing on her lips.

"Fine, I guess" I shrugged.

We walked over and I tried my best to get the seat next to Ally. Lauren raised a brow but shrugged it off taking the seat next to Demi.

"How are you girls doing?" I looked at Demi and gave her a small glare.

"Pretty great" Lauren smiled. "Did you guys order?"

"Yup, we ordered a meaty pizza, if that's OK?" I nodded at Ally and pulled out my phone since it vibrated.

Selena G- Hey, sorry to bother. But Ray took a nap in my room. I can take care of him if you want?

Me- Yes please! Thanks Sel

Selena and Lauren don't talk at all, but they talk now and then whenever I bring Selena to hang out for awhile.

"You OK?" Lauren asked. I looked up and seen the girls eyes looking at me concerned.

"Yeah, yeah I'm good" I faked a smile and chucked my phone into my pocket.

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A/n: vote and comment for another update today! I want to post another, but I would like to know what you thought of this one!

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