Day 12- Endless Curiosity🔥

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Am I trying to get too much on my plate?

I am not sure. But I want to learn more and more. I want to learn everything that excites me.

Today, I saw videos from a YouTube channel called Sara Snapshots where she did some crazy Photoshop. Her work literally felt like magic. She is so good at altering reality.

After seeing her work, I am now craving to learn Photoshop.

I like creativity in everything. So, I like painting, writing, videography, editing, graphic design, Photoshop, architecture, interior designing, color theory, and much more.

Still, not an expert in any of those fields. But I hope my creativity will shine through in at least one of those fields.

But deep down, I want to learn all those things that were mentioned above.

 
I might sound crazy, but every time I see a well-infrastructured building, I start to crave architecture.

If I see a room that is not pleasing to the eyes, I start to think about color theory and interior design.

If I get a cue in any one of my desired fields, I start to crave it so bad.

But my education is the complete opposite of everything I crave.

So, I am supposed to be a self-taught person if I want to get any of those.

Is it too much to ask? Is it okay to crave for all those things?

Still not sure. But I spent this whole year learning what I wanted to learn, and it has improved me.

But generally, it is believed that if you want to attain heights, you should focus on a single motto.

You should not get distracted by everything.

You should focus on a single goal.

But what is the one thing that can fulfill my life?

Not sure yet. But I believe I can give answers to every unanswered question by the end of 90 days.

This journal is not only unlocking my subconscious mind. It is also helping me discover myself.

I am getting to know more about myself. Verbalizing my feelings is helping me to keep my feelings in control.

 
It's helping me to distinguish my rights and wrongs.
 

Talking about rights and wrongs, today I was enlightened by the idea that not all subliminals are safe, which can be interpreted as some subliminals are harmful.

But how can we distinguish it?

Who knows?

As subliminals alter the subconscious mind, they bring results. But you don't know the affirmations used, and some may use them negatively.

Subliminals literally feel like magic, and today I got afraid that they could backfire. Once a little hint of negativity hits your mind, just stop it right there. That's what I feel.

As we are not going to hear subliminals, we should decide our fifth task. The fifth task is nothing but again subliminals, but this time it's created by myself.

As for today, I completed 4.5/5 tasks (Only learnt the stock market for 30 minutes), but from tomorrow on, we are going to have only 4 tasks until we make our own subliminals.
 

Bye bye!!!

 
-Araminta Flores

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