Day 37 - What Next?

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Lately, I can't even get a single normal routine day.
 
There is nothing exciting about a routine day, but it's good to have a routine day in which we can chill.
 
This month started with travel, and the entire month is dedicated to it. I was going places and making memories when I planned to isolate myself to focus on a single target.
 
The target that I decided seems to be slowly fading away from my mind, though I repeat it daily as an auto-suggestion.
 
I should take things a bit seriously and push myself even harder.
 
But due to a continuous lack of sleep, I am suffering from headache today. I am not in good shape, so I didn't do most of my tasks.
 
This week, I skipped the stock market every single day, and I am not proud of it.
 

I should hide my face somewhere, but I do have my stupid reasons, as always

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I should hide my face somewhere, but I do have my stupid reasons, as always.
 
Sunday: fever
Saturday: Guest at home
Friday: Not in my home
Thursday: Travel
Bro came home after a month, so Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday were dedicated to him.
 
My reasons are stupid; everyone has some priorities, and I don't prioritize the stock market as well as meditation. I make time to write my journal. I also make time to edit and upload YouTube videos, but I cannot make time for the stock market.
 
If my goal is to make 1 lakh rupees through the stock market, I should have given so much importance to it. But it gets the least importance.
 
I think I always have so much on my plate, and I scatter my energy across multiple things. I want to monetize my YouTube channel within 2 months, and I also want to write a novel and participate in all the contests on Wattpad. I want to invest in the stock market, and I want to learn a lot about it. I also want to learn digital art. I am also planning to learn Photoshop from my uncle. Apart from all these, I always wanted to start a digital shop where I could sell print-on-demand t-shirts. I already have my designs for that. But all this is just too much for my little brain.
 
The person who has one burning desire will usually succeed, is what that is said in the Think and Grow Rich book. For me, thinking about a single thing for a full day is boring.
 
I should try to balance all this perfectly in the upcoming month. I should plan this upcoming month to dedicate time to each and every task. I should also make a planner for YouTube content.
 
I should also prioritize my health, and from today on, every task that I do past 10 p.m. doesn't count. I am trying to improve my sleep cycle by doing this. Nowadays, I do most of my tasks past 11 p.m., and until 12 p.m., I will be running to complete all my tasks, after which I think about writing my journal.
 
So sleep time is getting affected. Let's improve that in the upcoming month.
 
Bye. Byee..
 
-AramintaFlores
(October 29, 2023)
 
Going to sleep at 12.42 a.m. because my friend told me to do so.

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