Unlocking the Powers of my Subconscious Mind

Day 41 - U r not Alone‼️

Lately, I get to hear more about depressed people. I got to know about their stories somehow. After which, the first thing that comes to mind is my past self.
 

My past is their present. Once, I was depressed. Depression doesn't need to come up with a reason. You can be depressed for absolutely no reason at all. If you do have a reason, don't think that being depressed is okay.

 
You are not meant to be depressed, no matter what is happening. Don't satisfy yourself by saying that depression is inevitable in this phase of life.
 

Whatever phase you are in and whatever reasons you have, you don't deserve depression. You don't want to justify your depression by saying that it is normal. It is not normal to not be happy. Being happy is normal, and if you are not happy, it's okay to seek help. Help can be obtained from your friends, family, or even from health specialists.
 

Once in my life, I thought depression was something that was inevitable in this phase of life. But now, looking back, I realize it's not. I could have handled it much better, like the way I am handling it now.
 

Four years ago, I had nothing to do or take care of, and I simply put myself in a hibernation state. It brought me a significant level of stress. Still, I am in the same phase. Phase where I don't have anything to do. But it's up to you to decide whether you want to pause or resume your life.
 

You can pause your life, but time will never pause. I didn't do anything for 3 years, and only after wasting 3 years of my valuable life did I realize that I was 3 years behind compared to my friends. I lost a valuable thing without even realizing it, and that is time. Now I can't get back to 2019 and claim everything that I lost. But all I can do is resume my life right from this very moment, and that's what I did.
 

Even when I had the thought of resuming my life, even when I wanted a positive change in my life, I was still stressed and depressed.
 

But now I am not. Do you know the thing that cured my depression?
 

A busy mind.
 

An empty mind is the devil's workshop. - Proverb
 

Put something in your brain to process. Don't process old, dead memories that are meant to be buried. Don't think about your future. It's uncertain, and it can also bring up fears that you never realized you had.
 

Think only about the present—the current moment. What can you do at this moment that can accumulate and bring you huge success tomorrow?
 

If you are a student, studying can do that.

If you are a businessman, invest.

If you are nothing, just like me, build the identity you want.

Whatever it is,
 

I want to be an influencer one day, and I want to be a millionaire, if not a billionaire.
 

What can I do today that can bring me an inch closer to my destination?

Posting a video and writing things I love.

This is what I know, and I am investing my time to get me closer to my dreams.
 

This may sound stupid. Many are referring to me that way, and this will continue till I get successful. Don't think about others opinions. Opinions are free of cost and can be found everywhere. Do not fear anything.
 

Nothing is as scary as death, and we are living daily with the understanding that we are going to die someday.
 

So there is nothing to worry about right now.
 

No matter who you are, all you want is a single human being who cares about your life. If you don't know who that is, let me tell you.
 

I care about you. I care about each and every one of you.
 

Do you know the reason why I am blabbering a lot today?
 

I read the journal of someone who is depressed. I also heard some depressed stories from friends.
 

I am scared a bit. That journal was really scary because it felt exactly like I was the one who wrote it. Even she used the same term 'unlocking' in her journal's description.
 

She just reflected my past self, and I don't want my past self to be hurt. All I want to say is that you are not alone. People who have never met you can still care about you. So take care of yourself.
 

Bye byeee
 

-AramintaFlores
(Nov. 2, 2023)
 

I went to sleep at 1.48 a.m., and the only thing with which I am suffering right now is lack of sleep.