Unlocking the Powers of my Subconscious Mind

Day 15 - Facing Obstacles

It's a travel day, guys! And one more great thing to share is that we are home.♥️

From tomorrow on, we can upgrade our subconscious mind game.

But for today, I completed only 2/5. If you were a teacher in my school, you could beat me black and blue for this score. But as it's a virtual meeting between you and me, I should be the one who should try to make things work.

You deserve an explanation, and I deserve a punishment for my score.

First, let me explain the difficulties embedded in this day.

I woke up at 6 a.m., which is 4 hours earlier than my usual wake-up time.
I was sleepy and tired the whole day, guys.

My reasons are as stupid as me. Though I am stupid, I can sense that.

I was so sleepy to read self-help books and stock market books. Therefore, 2/5 couldn't be done.

Skipping meditation has now become my habit.

Because of these stupid reasons, my score dropped to 2.

I deserve to be punished hard by myself because I am the master of my ship.

What can be the hardest punishment?

Let's include more tasks tomorrow just to compensate for today's loss. I know the time that is lost cannot be compensated, but still, I can't sob for a day that has already ended.
So let's focus on punishing myself with suitable compensation.
 
1. Read 20 pages.

Regular Routine: In 30 minutes, I read 6-7 pages. (By the way, I am an extremely slow reader.)

2. Read 28 pages in the stock market book.

Regular Routine: In 1 hour, I read 4–7 pages. (It's taking so much time for me to grasp the concepts.)

3. Not skipping meditation is itself the biggest punishment for me. Still, I have not yet learned how to do meditation. Tomorrow, 30 minutes of meditation is a must. If I didn't do it, then I am a dropout for this journal. I am not fit enough to boast about my journey. So tomorrow is a do or die situation.

4. Yoga/Exercise: 10 minutes as usual + walking: 10 minutes

5. Subliminals: as usual, 10 minutes.

So the actual challenge is in book reading, the stock market, and meditation.
 
As per my assumption based on my previous time estimates, book reading requires 1.5 hours.

The stock market requires 5 hours as per previous time estimates, but I believe I can do much better under pressure. Let's test it out.
 
It's getting pretty late, and I don't want to die by getting caught writing a journal.
 
So, I am going to sleep. If that's not the case here, I might have added some more punishments for myself.
 
I also promised my sister that I would see a movie tomorrow with her. Let's hope everything goes well as per plan, including the movie.
 
Bye byee!!!
 
Tomorrow, let's work hard!

-Araminta Flores
(October 7, 2023)