Unlocking the Powers of my Subconscious Mind

Day 23 - You & Me✨

How did you get to know her?

Who comes to mind while you read the above question?
 

Generally, we get to know people by meeting and chatting on a frequent basis. But that's not the case for her. I met her once in a blue moon, and she never talks, even via a phone call. Though I don't have much possibilities of getting to know her, I know her. I assume I know her. I can sense what she thinks. This is the most unique relationship I have ever had.
 

We don't chat that often; we never call each other; we don't even chitchat a lot while meeting in person. Then, how would I have gotten to know her? She is the second person to know more about my thought process next to myself.

How come all this happened?

It's all because of this journal, because of Wattpad, and because of her stories, which tell bits and pieces of her desires and cravings. I have had a friend for 10 years, and still I can't tell what exactly she thinks. But in this case, it's different. Things that can never be uttered can be verbalized here through our writings.

Even my parents, who shared 25 years of life with me, can't tell what I am thinking right now. The main reason why they can't is that I don't have the courage to express my feelings before people. But here, the words and alphabets that verbalize my feelings are giving me courage. It's opening my heart to people. Especially to her.

She definitely must have known a lot more about me than I know about her. Because I am writing as myself here. But only the protagonist in her stories tells who she is. And those are just mere assumptions about her. But I like to assume a lot and a lot about her because it's giving me an insight into who she is.

I assume that she likes karaoke, singing, freedom, friendship, handsome men, and, most importantly, love.

 
But that's not what she reflects in person. In person, she is the complete opposite of what I am seeing here. I thought that she didn't even know how to spell l.o.v.e.

 
Maybe we all live under a mask. We portray ourselves in a way that we want us to be portrayed, which may be different from our true selves.

Most of my classmates call me a cold, arrogant, and head-weighted person. Most of my friends call me a jovial, light-hearted person. My parents like to label me as a caring person.

But deep down, those are not the labels that they provided us. Those are the labels that we designed for ourselves.
 

The moment I entered college, I decided to be as cold as possible, and later I was interpreted the same way.

 
This is what is said in Dr.Murphy's Subconscious Mind book too. What you consciously think about yourself is what you will become.

So next time, when you are in a new environment, just think of being as sweet as possible. Try to steal hearts, not smiles.

Soon everyone is gonna fall in love with you, and don't blame me for that.

Bye byee!

Araminta Flores♥️

(October 15, 2023)