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The Darkness Within: Vol. 4

Poetry

Third notebook, third book. This is where it gets real. Warning: Not for the faint of heart. Just kidding lmaooo (Or am I??) But yeah anyways, here we go on our third (unofficially fourth) rollercoaster ride! It will be undergoing some edits soon. A...

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Paranoia

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by -CallMeLiam-

by -CallMeLiam-

I'm scared

I don't know what's frightening me

I'm scared

But I don't know what scares me

I'm afraid for my life

I'm afraid for your life

I'm afraid

I don't know what's going on

So much to do, so little to do

I'm scared. I'm scared.

My body is weak, my soul, weaker.

I fear I'm not in control

But that doesn't scare me at all.

I'm scared but I don't know why

I feel apprehensive about everything

I don't think I can trust you

I don't think I can trust myself

What if this, what if that,

What if all this, there and that?

I'm scared. But I'm okay.

I'm okay.