I seek peace in my unrest
I need rest in his absence
Because this peace, he's hard to find
Without him, nothing makes senseI'm done caring, but I can't not care
All this indifference feels unfair
Not on me, but those around me
I can't ever mean an 'I don't care'I don't understand the things around me
I don't comprehend these happenings
But I'm learning to let them happen
Because I don't control my surroundingsI've had peace within arm's reach
He was always a call away
Until I lost sight of him
Until I went astrayI'm learning to appreciate
Things I've had, things I have
To not dare take for granted
The food, the clothes, the family, the loveIt's all easier said than done
It's much simpler spoken out
It's much harder than it seems
It's the reason I seek peace.
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The Darkness Within: Vol. 4
PuisiThird notebook, third book. This is where it gets real. Warning: Not for the faint of heart. Just kidding lmaooo (Or am I??) But yeah anyways, here we go on our third (unofficially fourth) rollercoaster ride! It will be undergoing some edits soon. A...