Sad eyes upon my face
I am desperate not to cry
I need peace within my mind
I can't find it, though I tryTake a breath, heave a sigh
I do not know anymore
What's happening? What's grieving me?
I do not know where to goI have battled for so many years
Yet I still don't know my fears
And now your crying I do hear
I wish I could cry your tearsWhat I feel I cannot name
And I know I can't control
But it feels more blue than grey
Do I know what that means at all?I just feel sad, and it feels bad
And I'm just done with everything
But I'm still here and I still live
And my own song yet to singBut I'm stuck here feeling blue
I feel cold and so alone
Why I'm like this I've no clue
I feel soaked to the boneI feel like I should cry right now
If only it would make things better
But even if I did, it might not work
And I'd only be a lot wetterI suffer a lot for I have no tears
I cannot cry, can't shed a tear
I can't cry from emotion
Though I wail and scream and moanSo I'm stuck here with no clue
Of where to go, nor what to do
So I'll be sad, I will feel blue
All on my own, as I'm meant toI don't know what to do anymore
I feel lost even though I'm found
I'm a soul that's lost his way
Whose feet I fear are not on the groundI feel like the rain on a cold day
Hitting gently against the glass
Where I stand by the window pane
Still as a statue made of brassI suffer in quietness without a tear
But do I really suffer? Is all this real?
No, what I feel is more blue than grey
So I'll pack my bags and be on my way.ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー
"But a mermaid has no tears, and therefore she suffers so much more."
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The Darkness Within: Vol. 4
PoetryThird notebook, third book. This is where it gets real. Warning: Not for the faint of heart. Just kidding lmaooo (Or am I??) But yeah anyways, here we go on our third (unofficially fourth) rollercoaster ride! It will be undergoing some edits soon. A...