One Letter Two Words

Chapter 19

It was the cold aircon that was on the train that sent shivers down your spine, each stop more and more people got on than off. You looked to your right and saw Seungmins head slowly going down then back up again before slowly dropping down as he drifted to sleep, his brown hair rest on your soft shoulder. 

It was a sunny day at least that is what the forecast told you, it was meant to be lightly cloudy, fluffy white clouds filling the fresh summer sky. That isn't how it turned out as the once fluffy clouds turned a dark grey enough to block the sunlight coming through, it was at that moment that you began to wonder if you two should turn back. 

You pushed your worries down and hoped the wind rustling in the green blur of trees would send them far away from where you were going, although your optimised soon became as dark as the sky as a light drizzle of raindrops danced on the train window. 

"Minnie," you slightly shrug your shoulder a few times trying to wake him. "Minnie." You tap him until you hear an unpleasant grown come from his mouth. 

"What?" He answers his sleepy eyes trying to stay open almost forcing them to stay focused on you, his tone sounded angry but was more confused. 

"I think we should go back to the house." You say in a concerned tone, you didn't want this day to be ruined, it was something you had always wanted to do with Seungmin, you didn't want to go back considering how long you had planned this for but the weather clearly had other plans for the two of you. 

"Why?" He shot up from your shoulder with a saddened voice, your not sure what was going through his mind, but you sensed a slight shock in his voice. 

"Well I don't want to but its starting to rain." You point out the window to show him the few drops that traces the windows along with the dark sky starting to turn black. 

"Its fine." He crossed his arms and slouched back in his seat without looking outside ignoring your comments and concerns. 

"I know your excited but it's probably cancelled." You say softly trying not to crush the brown haired boys dreams.

"They only cancel when its pouring and I can't hear it so its fine. Were almost there so just relax ok. Ok. No more discussion." He answers his own questions making sure not to let you get a word in already knowing what you would say. It was best to just go along with him at this point, he would always pull you into trouble when he answered his own questions but as much as you hated to admit it, it would always be fun and something you would never think to do. 

You looked outside the window one last time letting all the anxiety build up in you as stared up at the clouds as if you were in a trance, the darkness getting darker by the second and heavy thunder starting to echo throughout the sky. You've started to become jumpy as the train began to cram full with people pushing and shoving. Even though you were in a seat and Seungmin was blocking people from reaching you your personal space has never been so invaded, it was a struggle to move and thinking about getting off gave you a sense of relief yet you were still scared.  

"Ours is the next stop lets go. Just link my arm and hold my hand I won't let you go." He reassured you but your heart was racing so fast you could hear it in your ears. You shut your eyes tight and latched onto him you put one foot in front of the other to scared to look ahead into the sea of people who's eyes were burning into the back of your head as you shoved past them following Seungmins pathing. 

"You can breathe now, we're off."

"Thank fuck for that I was dying, have people ever heard of personal space in this country like give a girl a break."

"Language."

"Right sorry. Holy shit thank fuck for that I was fucking dying bitch ass people."

"I hate you."