My Biggest Obsession

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♪ If u think I'm pretty- Artemas ♪

| Ivory |

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ?!" Aace yelled at his father and brothers.

We were at the Rossi family's mansion.

"The fact that they attacked last night is not a coincidence. I do believe that it was planned." My brother Damian affirmed.

"No shit Sherlock." Nate responded.

I saw Damian rolling his eyes as always.

"Erin. Find me the name of the bastard I killed last night. Find me all the information that you can on him. I want to know everything." Aace told Erin. She nodded her head and went on her computer immediately.

"The thing is... I think if they wanted to kill someone, they would've done it." Aurelia announced her theory.

And, I did agree with her. But something was still wrong, the impact that was on the windows. I knew I already saw them... but there was still this doubt in me. What if it wasn't what I was thinking ? Everyone would laugh at me, and I wouldn't even be mad at them. Because even if it makes me want to rip my throat to say it, sometimes I could be wrong. And I wouldn't let the asshole have the pleasure to see me when I'm wrong. I'd rather shoot myself. What the fuck was happening honestly?

I looked at the ring on my left annular. I had to admit; it looked expensive. At least I wasn't wearing a cheap false diamond on my hand. I wonder if I could sell it when I'll slit the asshole's throat. I have to think about it in the future. I was curious about who chose it for me, probably Erin or Aurelia. It has to be a woman, because the ring was a fucking masterpiece.

I felt eyes burning into my soul, so I turned my gaze and met his eyes. Aace's eyes were so cold, it felt like I was staring into ice everytime I looked him in the eyes. What was he searching for in me looking at me like this? I'd never tell him with my own voice, but I could get lost in his eyes and never get out of it.

But would I want to get out and be saved from my only hell ? Or would I stay even knowing the risk that I could get myself lost. But it didn't matter because it'll never happen. Him and I hate each other and it's better like this; even if now both of us are trapped into this whole marriage thing, deep down we still want each other's death. And I can't wait for when I'll stab my heels into his heart,

It'll be my fucking glory.

But from now on, I have to act like I'm a clingy and stupid housewife. This is disgusting to me.

"What are you thinking about ?" The asshole asked me.

"How I'll make you suffer and kill you in atrocious pain." I replied coldly.

I heard him letting out a chuckle.

"You've been really quiet. Want to share your theory with us maybe ? Come on, don't be shy." He encouraged me with a suspicious tone.

"I'm not thinking about anything really. And the only theory I have on my mind right now is how you're going to look after I stabbed your face so much that not even your mother will recognize you." I spat out.

"So many bad words in your mouth for a girl like you. It's not very ladylike you know? To threaten your future husband. But with me at least, you're a terrible actress. You know... I don't really like it when you lie to me."

This time I don't even bother myself to take the energy to answer him, and I roll my eyes. Of course after what happened last night when we got home I didn't sleep. Firstly, because he still makes me sleep on the fucking couch in the living room. And secondly my brain was too busy overthinking the situation. So right now, I was goddamn tired. My brothers were talking with Aace's brothers debating on the infinite theories of the attack.  Who? Why?

I wasn't even listening to them, they all sounded like a crowd of noisy people and I didn't have the fucking strength to deal with all of them at once right now.

"Get. Up." He instructed me harshly.

"Why?" I furrowed my brows in confusion.

"We're leaving." He declared.

"Where?"

"I have to pick up something first, but we're going home."

I looked at him weirdly, but didn't argue. Instead, I simply stood up and said goodbye to everyone.

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Aace said he has to go somewhere before we go home. I didn't want to talk to him or someone else, I just wanted and needed to sleep. But sleeping in the car with the asshole driving at this speed was impossible. Is he trying to get us killed in a car accident ? Slowly I watched him taking out a cigarette and lighting it, then taking a puff in it, the nicotine seemed to calm his nerves. He slowly exhaled the smoke towards the open window in the car. Noticing I'm looking at him he smirks.

"You're seeing something interesting maybe?" He mimicked my sentence.

"Actually I am. I was interrogating myself on how much time a lung cancer would kill you before I do."

"You're always so difficult Ivory. How am I supposed to deal with you?" He muttered more for him than for me.

"You could've refused the marriage, you know?"

"No I couldn't. And we both know it. Put the blame on me if you want, but it won't change our situation."

"Like I didn't already know that. Asshole."

"Always so aggressive." He gritted through his teeth.

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes.

I saw we arrived at the place he told me he needed to go. It looked like... Abandoned. And nasty. What the fuck was he going to do in here.

"Stay in the fucking car. I'll be back in five minutes."

I nod, seeing him getting away and then a few minutes later coming back in the car.

"So... You got your drugs? Can we go now?" I asked annoyed, and I was cold.

"Drugs? You think I'm a sort of addict who came here for drugs ? Ivory, I didn't come here for drugs. Don't even worry about that." He replied.

"Then why were you there ?"

"I needed to see some friends."

"Some friends ?" I interrogated suspiciously.

"Yes. Listen... If one day something goes wrong in the Mafia, I know I can count on them."

"Okay." I responded yawning.

"Don't sleep yet. We're almost home." He added.

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After a while we arrived back home. I didn't even search to understand, I just slipped into my pajamas and brushed my teeth. Everytime I sleep on this couch my hate for the asshole increased. But it didn't matter at this moment because I was too tired so instead of complaining I just fell onto the couch, not bothering to put the blanket over me. And suddenly the darkness overcame me.

Because sometimes...

I was so goddamn tired...

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It took long! But it's here! Chapter a bit boring today... :( But I think it'll be better in the next chapter.

Guys... I love ivory and Aace so much.. it's unhealthy. 😍😍

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