i think a song does well putting my thoughts in perspective
"You know I'm like a dog
You can tug on my leash and tie me up real tight
You know my mind is foggy
So you can try to teach me how to be a nice pup
How to be a nice pup
And I swear my bark is much worse than my bite
But I'm close to baring my teeth 'cause
You've left me outside for weeks and
I'm tired of sleeping in the rain all night
And I'll still curl up at your feet and
Try to give you everything you need and
I'll be a nice pup if that's how you want me
So I'll stay wound up at the door
Tail between my legs, head on the floor
But I want more
Yeah, I want more
I want more, I want more"
if anything needs to be said
about what any of this really means
frankly, id take back anyone who's hurt me
even though im tired of the way i was treated
id still do anything to be good to you
and maybe this is my own downfall
but i miss the thought of having people sometime
because it hurts to be oblivious
to ignore the world around me, not interact
and then i realize soon enough
that it's me causing this
cutting myself off
and making the decisions i think i need
and they may be right
but it doesn't help my loneliness sometimes.
in other words,
the words may destroy me
the thoughts may tear me
but id be a good girl for anyone any day
even if i really do hate you
because i miss the treat of being wanted
and i only get that sometimes
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I'll Be Fine (pt. 2 of 2)
Poetrypoetry showing my stress. relieving, coping, really. continuing to add poems, sometimes daily. use this as place to talk about your own frustrations and dances with pain and strife
