people dont really know what deserve means
what exactly does deserve entail
entitled to something?
as a part of justice?
or is it just a form of self retribution
trying to right wrongs
when horrible people finally get punished
or stellar people get rewarded for their work
but deserving people
they get exactly what they need
because what theyve done calls for such
right?
well
why do i deserve the pain
while also having the best support system i could
is that
what someone like me
deserves?
or is deserving more of a concept of morality
and that you get served what you dish out
but even so, i know it's so irrational
to care much about what i deserve
as long as i do the right thing it's fine
but i did what pleased me
and in all actuality
i dont think i deserve all things afforded to me
it'd be much of a waste
to take energy for me to use
after being such a dick
i think that more than anything
i deserve to bleed.
i deserve to feel a multiplier of the pain ive caused others.
i deserve to feel the deep cut, to feel it cut a vein and let it flow.
i dont deserve to speak, cut my vocal cords and a little to the left
i deserve to feel the life i was given ripped from my arms.
i deserve to be a public display of hatred, for all to see
just
cant imagine doing this and continuing to live.
YOU ARE READING
I'll Be Fine (pt. 2 of 2)
Poetrypoetry showing my stress. relieving, coping, really. continuing to add poems, sometimes daily. use this as place to talk about your own frustrations and dances with pain and strife
