did it mean nothing?

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and let me ask you, one final time now:
did you really love me?
tell me, from the bottom of your blackened heart
did you really, truly, love me?
did you mean every single i love you that was said?
did you mean everything you cheered me up with?
or, more likely
did you say things just to get through
and get me off of your back about it?
even your laughs seem fake to me now
sad that i couldn't tell the real thing
from a half hearted impression you were putting on

and let me ask you, one final time now:did you really love me?tell me, from the bottom of your blackened heartdid you really, truly, love me?did you mean every single i love you that was said?did you mean everything you cheered me up with?or, more...

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i want to tell you that this symbol meant a lot
this gesture was something i can't even begin to forget
making this for me showed you really cared, atleast partially for my cause.
you really cared
but you had to stop caring at some point
because you didn't try, you didn't attempt things
you just gave up without a trace of effort
and that's so sad to me
losing interest in someone so close to you
and evermore i scream
"why did it happen?"

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