thinking back
"??? used Attract!"
except instead of failing
it worked
it pulled me in just right
it made me want something so complex
made me despise that which just looked bad for you
but who was i to judge back then?
ruining friendships
calling fakeness on such bullshit ideals
the hatred towards excuses of being beat
it's something ive become a bit of a hypocrite about
but i really am trying to get that down
and out of the picture
it was all a part of the mediocrity that is daily life
and that's when you accepted me, and set me free
i was once staring at the wall, doing nothing all day
but now i remember those lips
and i remember how they taste
you're taking care of things for me
i don't know if you'll be fine
but ill take care of you for me
ill hold your hand, never make you stand
throw you up, catch you when you land
we stood in the light of wonder
blinded, i was
enlightened, you were
entrusted with being good
when all ive done is fuck up
corrupted by years
of nothing truly making me feel
and you sit here before me
staring into my eyes
smile propped upon which is your care and love
and your eyes
those angel hazel eyes
those same eyes
that looking into would make mine dry
lighten my mood
keeping them glued
your unfaltering love has me mumbling
listen to your voice, i could never be grumbling
if im sure of one thing, it's that you'll be right here
waiting for me
not sure if you with me is where you belong
but it's what ive been waiting for
all life long
i love the way you treat me
and as i work on this letter
i hope that things get even better
and one last thing:
you matter.
sincerely, yours truly
and forevermore
𝒟𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓁𝒶𝒽 💜
YOU ARE READING
I'll Be Fine (pt. 2 of 2)
Poetrypoetry showing my stress. relieving, coping, really. continuing to add poems, sometimes daily. use this as place to talk about your own frustrations and dances with pain and strife
