I'm losing it
It was tearing me into pieces without even trying,
Helplessness consuming me, leaving me sighing.
All I wanted was to fly away, to escape and go numb,
But the weight of the world held me down, leaving me numb.
My emotions feel dazed, lost in a never-ending maze,
Unable to discern reality from the haze.
How did I find myself amidst this hideousness and despair?
Trapped in a web of helplessness, with no way out, it's unfair.
I'm hardly breathing right now, my heart devoid of zest,
Beating mechanically, a mere echo of what's best.
It's a nightmare I can't wake up from, a constant dread,
Helplessness engulfs me, filling my every thread.
How could I make such a fool of myself in this paradoxical state?
Stuck in the grip of helplessness, unable to escape my fate.
I yearn to give myself a chance before it's all ruined completely,
But the walls of helplessness confine me so discreetly.
Like reaching for the stars in the darkest night,
Helplessness overwhelms me, extinguishing my light.
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Dean's Introspection and Poetry
PoetryI'm in my journey to self-discovery and understanding. I wanna do some introspection and allows myself for deep reflection and exploration of emotions and experiences. These poems are the reflection of my thoughts, emotions, life and experiences.
