5. Cut 🩸

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Tw:
Mentions of abuse.
Mentions of suicide
Self harm.

(Aurelia's Pov)
After dinner Hermione, and I went back to her dorm. Dinner was strange.

I spoke to Hermione guys like normal, but Lorenzo was kinda just there.

You could tell Hermione, Harry, and Ron, have been friends for years.

They were so happy, so full of life.

They had so much hope for the future, so many plans, and dreams. It was refreshing.

But it was also upsetting. I don't have much going for me. I'm smart, but that's it.

"What side of the bed would you like?"
Asked Hermione.

"Either works." I said.

We got into bed, and the dorm door opened.
"Oh, I totally forgot. Ginny this is Aurelia, she's gonna be staying the night if that's okay."
Said Hermione.

So that was Harry's girlfriend.

"Aurelia, this is my roommate Ginny."
"Nice to meet you." I said.
"Nice to meet you too." She said smiling.

"So if you and Harry get married, and Hermione and Ron get married, you're basically all family." I said.

"Yup." Said Ginny.
"Plus our children will be cousins!"
Said Hermione.

This is what I meant.
So many plans, dreams,
hope.

"What's the plan for tomorrow? You said you wanted to go back during potions right?"
Asked Hermione.

"Yeah. Make sure the guys are there, and I'll head back to my dorm and pack." I said.

"Wait what's going on?" Asked Ginny.

"I got stuck sharing a dorm with Draco. He tried convincing me to stay, but then we got into a fight, he body shamed me. Tomorrow I'm going to Dumbledores office, and getting this sorted."

"Body shamed you? For what? You're absolutely gorgeous." Said Ginny.

"Oh I know. But it's Draco, what do you expect?" Said Hermione.

"Don't listen to that twat. He doesn't know he's talking about." Said Ginny.

"Thanks." I said.

"Alright well todays been an exhausting day.
I'm heading to bed." Said Hermione.

"Me too." I said lying back.
Ginny climbed on the bed, and hopped in the middle of us.

"I wanna join this cute little sleepover."
She said pouting.

Hermione, and I laughed.
"Go for it. If that's okay with you Aurelia.
It might be squishy, and I know earlier you were saying you don't like touch." Said Hermione.

"Oh um, it's actually only men's touch that I don't like." I said.
"Valid." Said Ginny.

She hopped off, and lied in her own bed.
"You two enjoy, since you kicked me out.
Goodnight." She said dramatically.

"Love youuuu." Sang Hermione.
"Yeah yeah." Said Ginny.

Ginny turned off the lights, and I closed my eyes. Todays been a real eye opener for me.

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