(Aurelia's Pov)
I've been doing a lot of thinking.
Something happened that was a turning point for me. The night I tried to drunk kiss Enzo.
He knew I was drunk, and didn't want to take advantage of it. He easily could've kissed me.
But he didn't.
That showed me the type of man he is.
It's clear he's not desperate. He's also very patient with me, especially when I'm having a low day. And he's gentle. When we're kissing and it gets too much he slows it down.
And those are very important things I need if I wanna attempt to have sex.
"Yeah we can do that. Can I ask you something though?" He said.
"Yeah."
"Do you wanna have sex for you, or for me?"
"What do you mean?" I said.
"No part of me is upset that we're not shagging. I don't want you to have sex to please me."
"Enzo it's not to please you. It's not to please me either. I don't wanna have "sex" I more so wanna heal. Sorta like a "fuck you Johnny look at me you didn't ruin me" type of thing."
"Listen I believe you, and I think sex is a great step in your healing process. But um, can you take a Veritaserum?"
"You want me to take a truth serum?"
I laughed.
"Aurelia I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I found out you wanna have sex for me."
Enzo's face was serious.
"I'll take one."
(Draco's Pov)
Enzo called for an emergency meeting.
"What's going on?" Said Mattheo.
"Sorry, it's just a lot to process." Said Enzo.
"What is?" I said.
"Aurelia wants to have sex."
The silence that occurred after that was deadly. I swear I heard everyone's heartbeat.
"What?" Said Theo.
"She told me she was ready." Said Enzo.
"Shit, I don't know what to say." Said Mattheo.
"Why did she suddenly want this?" I asked.
"She said she wants to heal." Said Enzo.
We were silent again.
"So how do I go about this? How do I make this special for her?" Asked Enzo.
"The most important thing is to make sure she's comfortable. Go very very slow, be gentle with her. Constantly check in." I said.
"Make sure you give her a way of tapping out. Maybe a safeword, just something so she knows she can stop any time." Said Mattheo.
"And try making it a bit fun. Try not to let her think too much about Johnny." Said Theo.
Suddenly the common room door opened and Aurelia walked in.
"Hey guys, what's up?"
We all stared at her.
"Enzo's told you hasn't he?" She said.
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A Losing Game
FanfictionYou'd think starting a new school in year 7 would be stressful. But it's not, not for me. My goal is to focus on myself, graduate, and get the fuck out of here. Move across the world, leave this shitty place. It's not like my parents would miss...
