Away From Us

Chapter 15: Elliot's POV: "She looks so much like her."

Elliot Gold

"So this is the secret place of yours?" I softly asked her.

Her beautiful chocolate brown hair was thrown into a cute messy bun. Her arms engulfed her petite body warming it as the winter chill breeze kept forcefully hitting it. Her puffy lips were apple red from the cold, as well as her soft tender cheeks. Her eyes, her beautiful sparkly eyes, which had huge tired bags under them, stared dozing into space.

She looked grief, and for a moment, I thought I saw tears flashing into her eyes. She gazed with her exhausted eyes at me, and smiled lazily. She knew what I was talking about. She licked her lips drawing my attention from her brown orbs to her cottony mouth.

God dammit.

"This is one of the places I go to when I can't sleep."

My brain took a few moments to comprehend what she had said. My whole attention was on her soft, red, kissable, perfect lips. I wanted to kiss them so bad. She made me feel things like no one had ever made me feel. She made me want to do things I had never thought of doing, ever. She was just, abnormal.

When I took in what she said, my eyes snapped back to hers. I knew she never slept anymore. It was all because of the asshole Alex. And Although she was pretty damn worn out, she still looked rather breathtaking.

She looked up at the stars above her, staring. She sighed, and stared at them like they were pillows for her mind, and in their light she could rest her heavy head, safely.

I just couldn't get my eyes off of her.

"Beautiful isn't it?" She whispered, her tone innocently astonished with the beauty in front of her.

But I was amazed by the heart-stopping charm of her. She was staring at the beauty of the universe, and I was staring at her.

A sudden familiar feeling ran through my heart along my body. The stab. Whenever I was emotional, I'd get a feeling of a stab passing through me. It hurt but it kind of became a normal routine. I tried to hide it a bit as those seconds of it would pass quickly and Myrna won't notice, and I surprisingly succeeded. She had noticed it before, and she tried to ask, but I always blocked her out.

She closed her eyes and threw her head back, her lips loosened. When another chill breeze hit us, she bit her lips slightly smiling.

She reminds me so much of her. She looks so much like her, yet so heavenly different in a way..

"Myrna.." I stated gently drawing her attention to me.

And suddenly, my heart started having continuous stabs, the ones that only occurred whenever I was super emotional. I didn't want her to know, no she didn't have to know. I knew she'd worry, and God, I hated to see her like that. I had to get out of there, no matter what, even if it meant leaving her alone.

"I have to go." I was surprised how my tone completely flipped. I stood up as fast as I could and tried to march steadily to my car, which we both came here in. I hopped in, my heart screaming at me to run back to her and hug her. To feel her and kiss the hell out of her, because I knew, somehow, she was the cure to me. The one that will heal me, forever.

But my brain refused to come around all those facts. I knew that if all that did happen, everyone will get hurt especially her. So my body moved on it's own, worked and drove the car fast, back to my room, where I'd be all alone.

And I just left her there, all alone.

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