Nash knew he needed to face this, especially with Charisma. "I've been to hell and back... I tortured myself, threw myself into the lions den in Russia to try to deal with the pain that I've been in over this,... I have had to do some hella soul-searching to rebuild myself ... I will never ever forgive myself for what I did to her.... I question it all the time, why I couldn't stop myself, I will never know... But I'm the one who has to live with that, I'm the one that sees her face every single day in front of me... So don't think for one minute that I have forgotten her, or brushed it to one side... I am dealing with my Demons every fucking day charisma... and I am trying to do better and be a better man..."
Charisma sighed. "... y'all are fucked up!." She said walking out of the room choked up her hormones on high.
Nash watched her go. He didn't like to feel this feeling that she had towards him. He loved her and he always would, it would never change. But he had made great strides to rebuild. "I'm getting married..."
"What?...." Lena said.
"me and Tanya have reconciled... we spent a lot of time together recently, and my son" he smiled. " he's amazing, and I can't believe that I was going to walk away from both of them because of the pain I was in.... I have been to Russia to fight, and train... But I came back to LA, because I knew all of you would be in Canada... And I spent time with my family, my kids, it felt great... To be a dad and to be a grandfather is one of the best blessing and feelings ever, and I needed to be around all of them to remind myself of that.... And also to remind myself, that my brother, who I gave my fucking life to. I gave up everything to be his sidekick... Can do me the way that he's doing me right now, that's tearing me apart and he will not get away with it this time..."
Marlon had followed Charisma into the lounge. He saw her standing looking out of the window and he walked over. " you know he's not a bad person... you know that he regrets what he did..."
"maybe... it just hurts because it's him.. it's him who did that." She said not turning to look at him.
"charisma, I've spoken to Keegan... And I don't think he is part of Jenson's plan..
She turned and looked at him and shook her head. "Shame on you for thinking he was in the first place... Keegan takes everyone's shit all of the time... Yes, he has his faults don't get me wrong. But he is not the be all and end all of everyone's fucking problems ... And I hate that me and my family get dragged into this Taylor family bullshit all the fucking time!.."
"But you are part of this family, yo husband is his son... The next in line to receive everything...
"That is the biggest amount of bullshit that I have ever heard... He has never been given anything... It's dangled in front of him, like a fucking carrot on a monthly basis... But what happens?... it gets snatched away from him. And then he is enemy Number one. The Taylor family like to play games. None of you have a heart, not really and that's sad Because you could all be great men..." she said with meaning.
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New Money - Wives and Queens
Hayran KurguOne month on from the revelation that Jaxon and Payton are not biologically related to the Frasers. Charisma can't bring herself to tell Jaxon but she knows she will have to at some point. Payton is spending time in the hold, she has been left in li...